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rejected..

2011-04-06T22:44:00.005+08:00

i'm pissed off..so much time and effort that i have WASTED to do the work. i'm sick of it; doing the work to only get rejected. you not only pissed me, you pissed the whole group! i mean if you think you can do a better job than me, then by all means, go ahead. yes, you're helping us and i appriciate it but i don't think it will help to perfect it. anwway, not gonna waste my time and effort to vent my anger but i really hope that that person gonna suffer..or fired.. =) and i don't wana talk any topic relating to food to my parents anymore cause everytime i do, they will bring up the subject of me being a vegetarian and how unhappy they are with the decision that i made. tell me, those health experts, is being a vegetarian THAT deadly? does it shortens life? and to my friends who thinks that me being a vegetarian is troublesome, well, i'm sorry that you met me and let me into your life.. plus, my Maple game is not freaking working! i mean it works when i don't feel like playing but it crashes when i wana play. Except for Audition game, which works perfectly fine..i wish Maple can be the same as Adution; IT WON'T FUCKING CRASH. i feel like replacing this old CPU with a newer one, since forever. i never knew a simple game can fucked up my mood. this goes to show that life is fucked up..not sure what's so damn fucking great about life.

surprise visit from milo & weiv..

2011-03-27T22:58:00.003+08:00

its been a long time. =)

well, yesterday was a blast! =D a long day out and it felt great with jovine, huimin, kailing, liwei, mavis & stanley! i wished there were more outings with my friends which lasts just like yesterday!

it all begins when i woke up..late. XP i quickly changed and wore my contact lens. i saw my cellphone and jovine sms-ed me! she said that she was going to be late as well, so i thought that i think i could be late as well. so i took my time to make up. =p

stanley and huimin called me and asked where was i. i told them i was on my way and told them angrily that in the past, i was always the one who was early and i have to wait for them, even waited for them for an hour and i did not complain to them. i was kind of pissed but when i arrived, stanley confessed, said he should not be angry with me actually. my anger just evaporated. plus, i was earlier than jovine. (^^)v

we went to IKEA first and have our breakfast/lunch and have our fun; taking pictures of the rooms and act like it was our own home, chatted, gossiped, laughs, so much fun. =D then, Liwei and Mavis need to leave for work and we bid them goodbye and continue our 'adventure'.

jovine and kailing went out first cause they wana eat their hotdog and ice-cream while me, huimin and stanley took our time to walk and take a few pictures. =) we met them and have our little tea-time. we then head off to tampines where we surprised visit liwei. =) hang out a little then, we walked around. i bought a adorable panda bag to put my laptop charger inside. (^^)

after that, it was almost time so we went to a concert, invited by jovine, which was the main reason why we went out in the first place. we went in, watched the play and we didn't really understand the play at all. =X i guess it was the actors and actresses are trying to speak with an american accent but their singaporean accent was still strong and i have to say, they failed trying to speak well. =X that's the cold truth.

anyway, after the play, we went to have our dinner/supper. i kept on worrying about my parents because by then, it was really late for me since i have a curfew and this was my first time being out so late. =X anyway, the food was fucking awesome! well, it's awesome because we were all so hungry! so yeah..(^^) but still, i love the food there..i think i'm gonna eat there again and order the large portion! XP

the last bus was 11.15pm, which is freaking early for a last bus..by the time we ate, it was already about 11.15pm..so we think there won't be any bus so kailing asked her dad if he could fetch her and yeah, he did. as for me, since i lived near, i asked my parents to fetch me. i was actually afraid to ask them cause i was way over my curfew and yet, i have the guts to ask them to fetch me but still, i don't dare to take a taxi alone, even though i live damn near to the location. haha! so yeah, i called them and they insist..thank god! =p

they came, wave to my friends, fetched me home, eat a little chocolate, watched CSI and doze off on the bed. =X morning comes and the first thing i do is showered. haha! i know, i'm disgusting, didn't showered the minute i came home but that's me..so fuck off if you find me disgusting. >=p

ate my breakfast and watched CSI all the way. right now, i'm a CSI addict! =D watching my ninth season already! going to the tenth! woo~

then, at about 7pm - 8pm, miroshini and warangkana gave me a surprise visit! =D i was totally in shock that i did not even trust them! XD i changed in a slightly proper attire and went to look out the window to see if they really did come. and oh my god, they really came! o.O i remembered telling myself, 'oh my god! they really came! they're freaking crazy!' but of course, in a good way. =) and i was smiling to myself..!

i greeted them, jessie and milo kept on barking non-stop that my angry mother had to pulled her behind of my house. we talked some more, joke, being such a perverts (-_-)". soon, it was my dinner time and they left. its been so long since i seen them and i was really happy to have finally met them! =)

so now, i'm back to watching CSI and talking to all my friends! <3

my beloved precious...

2011-01-29T20:30:00.004+08:00

my pets are getting older and health issues are making their life difficult..

it is very difficult for me to go through life ever since my precious baby, milo and jessie has some issues on their health..especially milo.......

jessie has a swollen lump under her tongue and it is actually due to either an infection or a trauma. what was swollen was actually one of her salivary gland. but it is not life threatening, which is a good news for us. She just had to take medicines to reduce the swelling..BUT..the swelling might recur so it is still a bad news for us...

now, for milo, we send him to the vet as soon as she started crying in pain when i touched him a week ago. the veternarian told us the bad news. that he got hip dysplasia. its common for milo breed; labrador retriever, to have this health issue..it really breaks my heart to see him in pain..

i don't know what to do..
i just don't want to accept the fact..

my beloved precious babies..
i love you so much..

a brand new year have arrived!

2011-01-01T19:19:00.005+08:00

yeah yeah..a brand new year has arrived. somehow, i don't feel any difference. it's still the same. the only difference is the time that had passed. and due to the fucked up stuffs that happened last year,2010, i was not looking forward to counting down the time with my friends yesterday.

so yeah, my friends came to my house yesterday to have a count down mini gathering and to also celebrate my cold-blooded friend, jobine, a.k.a, jovine. XD we ate, listen to Korean songs, played pool, surf the net, watch telly, played sparkles (which was literally chocking us!), cam-whore, and finally, the ultimate count down. i have to be honest, i was not really excited as i was last year. maybe it's shows how really fucked up 2010 was and because of it, i lost my interest and excitement about any new year arrival.

anyway, how i spent on the first day of 2011 is to meet up with my team members to finish up my little so-called project. only the 3 of us met up. the other 2 is either not contactable or busy. *sigh~* ride the train home together and went our separate ways.

so yeah, i feel immune to anything now. like i'm emotionless. but a little sleepy. XP

and i got no new year resolution cause i know it will be fucked up anyway.

how fucked up the world has become.

knock knock 'who's there?' 'THE HOLIDAYS!'

2010-12-19T15:26:00.005+08:00

yup! the holidays are finally here! but sadly, it will only last for a mere 2 weeks.. =( plus, i'll be in taiwan, which i don't even want to go!!! because of my brother, i'm forced to go. *sigh*

i know you guys out there reading this will be like 'what the fuck?! you should count yourself lucky that you can go to an awesome country!' well, i don't feel that way. i heard the food there is incredible but since i'm a vegan, it's no use, right? and the things they sell they is nice? well, i'll have to see about that. since i'm a japan-freak, they better sell fashion that are related to the japanese; since i heard my friend say their fashion sense is quite close to the japanese.

plus, i told myself that i don't want to step into any part of China, due to their cruelty to animals, or any countries for that matter. i'm a indoor person so i like to stay at home. (maybe it's due to my parent's level of strictness on whether i can go out) i don't know...

anyway, today is the second day since school stopped and i can't enjoy my holidays because my damn fucked up school placed the exam week to when school reopens! literally! i start school on the 3rd of jan and my exam will start on the 4th of jan! oh my fucking god! it's totally unfair!

i have a module called entrepreneurship, which i have to showcase my business plan in front of probably a large audience and my team have not even started! and i'll be in taiwan for about a week! so half of my holidays are gone and when i come back, me and my team need to rush for our presentation! WHAT THE FUCK?!

i don't even have time to enjoy my holidays with my friends, whom i made a promise to them to hang out with them. but with a packed schedule, i think my promise gonna have to be broken. *sorry guys! don't blame me!*

so yeah, as the years go by, my life gets even suckier..

*sigh~*
CSI + pink carbonated drink + green peas snack time.....
kinda pathetic don't you think?

oh! i've forgotten to mention..
my IG has choosen me to be the libraian
which basically print scores and carry the conductor's stand..
i should be happy and proud right?
but i'm not...

feel like partial-ing!

2010-12-09T08:14:00.003+08:00

today's module is creative concept, which is all about being creative..dats all.. (-_-)"

so now, i seriously feel like partial-ing! it simply means to just go home early..LOL!

last night, i doze off, which never happens before during weekdays! o.O so it must be a sign that i'm tired right? lols..! plus, i plan to not go to guitar practice because i have enough of it and i seriously need a rest! >=( but, i just received an email that the practice that day is compulsory! fuck!!! plus, next tuesday is another compulsory practice since they are choosing another president for the IG. damnit..

but on the brighter side, during the december holidays, i will be going to taiwan for about one week so i won't be going to practice! YES! a freaking break is what i fucking need!

1 more minute to class so i better end it off..see ya~

the destroyed past...

2010-12-04T00:18:00.005+08:00

now, i'm in college. no more a high school student anymore. and i finally learnt how to let go of the past. sometimes, i feel that since the past has forgotten about me, maybe, i should forget about it.

of course, i can't forget it totally but no matter how much i wish the past would come back, that wish will never be fulfilled. i might as well learn to move on; like what all my friends and family say. even a flip phone is hard to get these days. as a matter of fact, there will never be a flip phone sold anymore. (except for japan cellphones)

these few days, little things upset me. maybe because of my mood swings? i don't know. there are other things that upset me like my grades, cellphones, facilitators, laptop, but mainly friends.

since my tests are over, i better catch up with my friends so i don't lose touch with them.

recap of the day:
~ parents fetch my to school
~ DMA module today
~ made a advertisment about F1, which is surprisingly easier to do than last week's lesson
~ finished early and passed it up early
~ did RJ and and slack in class while waiting for the time to pass
~ suppose to go for a japanese activity in school which is held today and tomorrow but my friend forgotten and she have a meeting with her colleagues, which cannot be cancelled but no matter. hopfully, a same activity will be held again.
~ went to meet up with GenRe members
~ travelled all the way to bras basah to watch my conductor, Alex, performing.
~ after performance, took bus 7 from there with one of my friend, Fatin
~ parents came to fetch me from bedok interchange
~ went home, had whip potato and cheese fries (tired to eat the fries with barely any cheese and mayonise)
~ watch a little 'Frasier'
~ logged on Twitter and Facebook
~ had my high blood tested
~ blogged
~ now, i need to take a shower....

everything changes with time..and that's what i hate.......

snore~

2010-11-28T00:15:00.003+08:00

wow! i have been sleeping my saturday away!!! o.O

doze off last night, right after i blogged. LOL..! told ya i can't take the comfy of the room last night! (>.<) my mom woke me up so i dragged myself and my laptop to my room and just dropped onto my bed and sleep. i was really so tired that i did not even signed out of msn! so when i switched on my laptop today afternoon, there were friends who chatted with me last night so i apologised to them~ haha~ had my breakfast and watched hetalia~ watched a lot of episodes today and kept laughing all the way or saying "aww~ so cuuuuuute!" XD then, i got really really sleepy again. while i wait for the video to load, i doze off.....AGAIN! slept until about 8pm and woke up! can't believe i sleep for almost the whole day! i guess i was that tired! (_ _)Zzz and when i woke up, there are people to chat with me AGAIN! WTF! i hate it man.....when i'm not tired or asleep, nobody gives a fuck to chat with me but when i'm asleep or busy, then they chat with me. crap man!!! >=(

plus, i was supposed to study today since i got an entreprenuership test on wednesday! (>.<) and i HAVE to study cause i don't really understand a thing about entreprenurship! >=(

it's late now..i guess i have to study tomorrow then! (>.<) hope i don't get distracted!!!

shashiburi~

2010-11-26T23:38:00.005+08:00

shashiburi~

very sleepy~ *nemui~*

just came back from school..or rather, from guitar practice. i can see that my CCA's strength is like dropping; lesser and lesser members are turning up. *sigh~* sad.........

tired of asking my friends to come..their answer is always the same. (-_-)"

lying on the bed and typing away with my mom beside me, doing her own work..my dogs sleeping and my kitty hiding somewhere nearby in an air-conditioned room! (^^) increase my sleepy-ness~

for a few weeks, i became an anime freak all over again! managed to watch finish xxxholic and currently watching hetalia and tsubasa chronicles~ tempted to watch back kuroshitsuji2 and shiki and inuyasha~ woo~ finally, i'm occupied!

i wana get a new cellphone like ASAP! its pissing me off! switching off automatically or lagging..should not have bought a touch-screen-like phone! japanese flip phones are so much better! (>.<)

after school, went to causeway point and bought a nail art accessories; nail stamp. =) sakura pattern! <3>

and just now, my brother and my mom was discussing about animal cruelty in china..it boils me up all over again! FUCK ANIMAL-ABUSERS!!! i will fucking kill them if i see them........fuckers....................

drained.....

2010-11-13T22:06:00.005+08:00

i've been coughing these past few days. maybe it ws due to me eating too much baked biscuits and lack of sleep. *cough*

exams are here and i have not been studying..i seriously have no mood at all to study. 24 hours just fly past like that and before i knew it, it has been already 5th week of the semester 2. its so fast!!! o.O

i feel drained..even though i've slept for almost the whole day but yet i feel so energy-less.. =( i don't have any strength to do anything..

my hands are even shivering and i can't seem to think straight..
and seriously..i feel like changing my CPU!!! this desktop computer really sucks to the fucking core.. >=(

just feel like falling...
hitting the floor...
shut my eyes...
not moving a muscle...

memories keep rewinding..

2010-10-23T16:45:00.005+08:00

yesterday, i went back to my high school for a farewell party..it's really great to see all of my teachers and friends once again..i really missed them so much..it was really sad to see such a wonderful school to be tear down. i feel even more sad when i watch a video that they made. i never felt so proud just singing my school song again.

took lots of photos and chit chat. went into one of the classroom and never felt so happy!!! =D

after that, me, mavis and jovine went to simpang to slack. we had deserts and gossip.. =X then, we went home.

that is all for yesterday activity. i didn't regret going back to school like i thought i would be.

but, just seeing someone makes me feel sad and all of my feelings i had in the past all came back..and..i did something stupid and embaressing, even though it was just something small and people can just forget about it. i keep rewinding back to that moment and thought how stupid i was.. *sigh*

yay! i haave a brand new keyboard and i like it..thank you so much, mommy! had chinese and japanese characters on each of the keyboard..really unique but it was kinda difficult to see the letters i wana type.. =X but its ok.. =)

i think i've been cheated..

2010-10-21T13:03:00.008+08:00

fuck..i think i've been cheated from my money..but i know it's accidental. i bought vegan food from my school canteen and as you know, i'm slow and i don't like to make people angry. when i receive the change, i was like showly counting but the person behind me was like waiting for me so i quickly got out of the way. after that, i count again and realise i was short $1..! =( but i know the aunty was rushing as she has many students waiting..sigh~ but i can't turn back..actually i can but i feel like embaressed to do so..zzz~ i hate my fucking slow brain!!!

today's class was digital media art..so we continue learning about photoshop. we learn to change the colour of the pictures and from today's lesson, we are suppose to learn how colours changes mood..MOOD! anything related to mood is my favourite so doing the photoshopping process has been really enjoyable for me! =D

& today i end class early..so now, i'm outside of my class, having my lunch alone..and blogging..and waiting for the time to pass.. (_ _)Zzz

AND, i'm worried because i have to tell my seniors that i can't make it this friday cause i got my high school farewell party! which is also the very last time i get to see and be in my school before it will be teared down next year! (T^T) so it's really important for me to go..but i'm worried because i don't know if my seniors let me go since i'm left with a week until my performance! which is equally important! and i'll feel bad!!! (T^T)

ah~~~
i love the solitude! \(^-^)/
my ring is slipping! (-_-)"

stuck between 2 choices..

2010-10-18T01:06:00.005+08:00

i'm stuck between 2 choices..

i'm in a dilemma..

i'll feel guilty for any choices i made..

fuck man..seriously..

out of SO MANY days, why does it have to be on the fucking wrong day!

>=(

and i finally changed my hairstyle.. (^-^)

really sad...

2010-10-09T02:55:00.004+08:00

2010 is seriously, by far, the worst year for me..i hate this year so much..so many depressing things happen to me..

recently, i don't have the time or mood to blog..and actually, i don't have the mood today as well..but i just do it anyway..

i feel like telling her: "you can be a selfish bitch sometimes..but you are the only person who is close to me in a place full of strangers."

i've checked my class for the next semester when school reopens and i feel sad that most of my friends are at the west side of the school while i'm like the only one who is at the east..i feel as if i've been unfairly treated..plus, most of my close friends are in the same building..it's really unfair.

i always feel like i'm the odd one out..
am i?
i think so.....

FULL~

2010-09-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

well, today didn't go quite according to plan..but in the end, it was still a fun and relaxing day! =)

me and jovine planned to go escape theme park since we have never been there before. BUT! being lazy, we, or rather i, didn't checked when it opened! so when we reach there, it was closed. moreover, it will be closed from monday to friday!!! it will only open on weekends..guess they're smart. =X

so, instead, we went to have our breakfast/lunch/dinner. why is it all three meals in one shot because we did not think we would be THAT full! after much thought on where to eat; since i'm a vegetarian XD, we finally decided to eat at SEOUL GARDEN. BUFFET!

so we were given student price so it was worth it. it is something like steamboat; so you must cook yourself. me, jovine and kailing, being ART students and not cooks, don't really know how to cook ourselves.. =X so we roughly gauge if it's cooked.. HA!

even not eating meat, i ate until i felt like i was bursting! i really don't know how jovine and kailing can stuff so many meat in their stomach but they did. o.O and they keep complaining that i eat very little. moreover, i didn't eat meat at all.. (-_-)"

anyway, paid for the bills and went out. my stomach was like so full and i felt pregnant! *bleh* we decided on where to go next..kailing then suggest we go to my house. so okay..we made our way.

we reach my house and it was drizzling..we slack at my house..introduced them to my new anime, SHIKI. kailing, not interested at all, T^T, went to watch her own anime.. (-_-)"

time's up and kailing's parents went to fetch them both. bid them goodbye and went to clean my room. =)

and..i gained 1kg just by eating the buffet!!! omg!!! and i just recovered from my constant vomiting! OMG!!! can't believe i ate so much!!! o.O

tomorrow, as you know, i have guitar practice AGAIN.. *SIGH~*

my friends are like a little irritated by my constant practice and wanted to influence me not to go but i know i can't. if i miss even 1 lesson, i miss out A LOT! so yeah..

*sigh~~~*
i don't feel like going myself...

offended..

2010-09-26T01:31:00.007+08:00

ok..i'm offended..

moreover by my close friends!

so you can imagined how pissed i was..

i've been through so many hurt these days and it's seems like i'm ok..i'm doing fine..but i'm not..

they think its a joke..! they think they are doing the right thing but they are actually HURTING me..and i won't hide it..i'm fucking emotional. when they know i'm pissed, they regret what they have done..they should have thought before they say such hurtful comments..

i mean how would you feel if someone made fun of YOUR picture?! YOUR FACE?!

even though i know they are trying to 'tell' me 'nicely' that there is an imperfection on the picture and i have to change it to prevent myself from being make fun of, they could do it privately! >=( by 'making fun' of me is still embaressing me and i for one HATE embaressment!

i've had enough of them..
i'm sick of everything and everyone right now..
i just want everything to be like in the past.....

feeling sick..

2010-09-22T00:47:00.006+08:00

think i have too much of sweets and fried stuffs. i'm feeling sick and really feel like puking. *bleh*

today, i had to return to school AGAIN for guitar practice AGAIN. have to bring my guitar back to school since i borrowed it home. so it was quite a bother to bring it back. i think i shall not bring my guitar back home anymore. =)

its kinda irritating when i ask my parents to come fetch me early but in the end, my practice ended late and when i ask my parents to come fetch me late, my practice ended early. its like WTF! so i got nagging from my mom.. *argh* i told them repeated times to let me go home by myself but they didnt want to because by the time i reach home, it will be like midnight already. they rather take their time to travel all the way to my school and then, back home and in the end, i'm the one who always get scolding. its really pissing me off. you dont want this, you dont want that, then, what the hell am i supposed to do?! and also the practice time! they keep saying it will end at that time but they will sometimes pull the time! i know its a musical IG and since i've been in choir before, i understand. at least dont tell me that it WILL end at that time when its not confirmed. i blame everything... >=(

anyway, finally walked my babies but only nearby since its already late. T^T

and, i feel like puking. i dont know why but i think i've eaten too much sweet stuffs. yesterday, i eat some japanese sweet delicacies, which i cant remember but it was really sweet, with beatrice and today, i drank oreo bubble tea, eat tapioca chips and another japanese sweet delicacy called sakura daifu. *bleh* i wana puke but it cant seem to come out.. *argh* i hate this feeling..

upset...and guilty...

2010-09-20T23:16:00.006+08:00

went out with my beatrice mei today!

she actually need to go for an interview for working in the airport..lol..she was damn nervous cause its really her dream to work there since she was in secondary 2..and also so she can see her idols.. (-_-)"

took a really REALLY long time just to find the damn building. our legs were killing us even before going into the building. zzz~ the instructions they give was like so unclear and we have to ask multiple people for direction! >.<>

now, she have to wait for their phone call. all the best to her then. =)

i cant believe i spend SO much on FOOD! omg! o.O well, its because its food from japan! HA!

and japan foods are expensive! >.<

we head down to coffee club to sit and chit chat and enjoy the snacks we brought. time's up and we head home. we took different bus since its much convenient for us. aww~

the bus ride was a long one but i guess i was used to it since i have to travel to school for 1 hour everyday. =x

had dinner again so now, i'm really bloated! *bleh*

now, i'm kinda upset after i saw someting, which i wont say it...

to me, its true that the old cannot compete with the new and i really miss the old..

i hate changes because it means that the past will never come back. the old will never relive again and the new is totally different. i dont know if i am able to get used to the new.

and i'm feeling guilty that i did not walk my babies!!! i promised myself to bring them out during the holidays but i didn't!! ='(

gomenasai my precious!!!!!

had an awesome catching up!

2010-09-20T00:35:00.003+08:00

today has been great! met up with my high school close friends, aijing and huimin! the 3 ultimate choir girls! ^0^

i miss them so much! XD

we did not meet up for SOOOO long! and they have not really changed! =D

so, me and huimin met up first and head down to far east plaza and went for a little shopping spree! haha~ but, there was a dance performance there so most of our time is taken up by watching the performance.. =) so we roughly have like 1-2 hours of shopping only.. =X but we managed to buy some things after all. =D

aijing can't meet us earlier because she has work to do so she just meet us at my house. so we reach home late since we only have limited time to shop.. =X we took lots of pictures and chit chat and had dinner and it was so fun! XD never met them for so long and it feels like i've gone back in time..just like old times. =)

happy as a lark

2010-09-15T16:05:00.004+08:00

i can finally smile.. =D

finally, i downloaded my CS4 and my flash is working! so i can finally watch youtube videos and play facebook games! yay~ all of my problems have been solve and i feel free.

exams are over and thinking about my mistakes won't change a thing so might as well enjoy my holidays.

ahh~ holidays are here..the holiday that i have been waiting for since a few months ago. so many things i wana do this holiday! go out and just enjoy myself.

maybe my happiness was also due to my amazement in technology. today, i asked for help for the flash thing and this guy requested if he could take control of my laptop. i accept and it was amazing! my mouse cursor was moving by itself and words typed out by itself! well, i've experienced the same thing yesterday when the same person helped me download my CS4. i was damn shock yesterday so i was not that shocked today when it happened again. but it's very amazing. it's the first time that i knew such thing exist! all i asked if i could download the adobe flash and the person helped me do everything for me. like helped me install the adobe flash when i knew how to. i was so touched..! imagine like you asked someone a question and you just expect an asnwer but they solve the whole problem for you. i mean a 'thank you' s certainly not enough!

so, i'm really glad that everything worked out and finally, my mind can be at peace..no more worries and stress..just relaxing and fun all the way~

well, until when school starts.. ='(

i had the most happiest dream! i had a dream that i was on a moving crate with wheels. rolled pass stores in a mall..as if browsing the shops..and everyone was like looking at me.. was with a friend whom i don't even know..then i saw a sign saying "coloured contact lens only $15 per pair! vampire eyes!" I WAS SO DAMN HIGH!!! i can't believe it! colour lens selling cheap! cause ususally, colour lens would cost like $100++!!! i was so happy that i jumped down from the crate and run in and immediately choose the colours i want! i choose like all the colours..but! i didnt know it was for daily use or monthly use. i felt unsure and a little down at that moment as i felt like i was unable to ask the shop owner (for some weird and unknown reason)..then, my doggies wake me up by liking my face.. (-_-)" you don't know how happy i was when i saw the price!!!

its very sad that it was only a dream.. (T^T)

I WANT COLOURED CONTACT LENS!
those cosplay type lens by the way..

there's always something to spoil my mood

2010-09-14T23:15:00.007+08:00

today, i finally download the damn adobe CS4! successfully! i feel much LESS annoyed and pissed off.

HOWEVER..

i am still unable to watch videos from youtube or use any programs that required adobe flash player! i WOULD download the flash player thingy but in the email that the school sent me, they state that it would be best not to upgrade any adobe related programs as it might cause a bug. (-_-)"

so yeah..i'm irritated..there's always something to piss me off or worsen my already-good-mood. but i'm not that pissed off like yesterday because i finally get the CS4 download shit out of my hair..like finally!

today, i stayed in school for guitar lesson. quite satisfied with my playing today as i am able to play 3/4 of the whole song.. =) which is good progress! (^0^)

guess i needed that one week to let my mind concentrate on other things besides playing the guitar.. (' X ')

played the XBOX in the school library with my guitar mate, Hazri, to pass the time. really had fun playing the racing game. its been so long since i have such fun. =) i miss driving games although i suck at it. it feels like i'm really driving.. =) that really cheered me up. =D

thanks Haz! lucky you kinda 'pulled' me to play XBOX..it really lifts my mood up.. =D

gonna ask my friends to come out and play! hehe~ now, holidays has finally arrive, which means i can kick back and relax. /"(^-^)"\

i fucking hate maths

2010-09-13T15:27:00.005+08:00

i just hate maths..i dont understand why i suck at it.

today paper really fucking suck to the fucking core. i have no hope of ever passing that shit.

moreover, the downloading of the fucking CS4 fail again and i'm really fucking pissed off. i'm not kidding. tomorrow i'm gonna tell them to download it FOR ONE FUCKING LAST TIME!!! i dont fucking care anymore..

fuck this world..

finally changed my password!

2010-09-12T17:46:00.011+08:00

yay! finally changed my password for my bloggie..been planning to changed it but was too lazy..hehe~ next change i wana make it my bloggie link! i mean i used it since 2007! ever since i first created my bloggie! plus, my link is too troublesome to type; with all the double letters and numbers. (-_-)" i was young at that time so i thought it was unique..haha~ but now, it kinda irritates me as well.. =X but it also means that i have to relink EVERYONE and i don't know if they are gonna relink me back.. T^T

tomorrow shall finally be my last paper, which is also the subject that i hate..i used to love mathematics but ever since i stepped into polytechnic, i didnt touched my maths after my O level and thus, i have difficulty. their maths is at a higher level so the difficulties that i face will be much difficult to solve. so, i turn to hate maths now. anyway, i feel realive that i don't have maths in my next semester. whew!

i'm really irritated by RP. they asked us to download the adobe CS4 for those who are studying digital media arts(DMA) and on the 9 sep, i went to the IT helpdesk as i thought they can help me download the program since i'm afraid i might download the wrong thing or something and might make my lappy crash and also, since i'm a noob at IT-related things. you know what is their response?

"you have to download it yourself. if you encounter any problems during the downloading process, we want to see it."

something like this bullshit. WTF?! so anyway, i went home and tried downloading it myself and *poof* i had trouble downloading it. you can't imagine how pissed i was..now, i have to go back to that place and get help..
is it so difficult just to help us download the shit?! >=(

I LOVE D.GRAY MAN!!

2010-09-11T17:03:00.005+08:00

well, today, i'm suppose to study for my mathematics exam for this coming monday but i was so caught up with watching D.gray man fan-made videos!!!

KYAAA~~~

i miss watching D.gray man!!!! (>.<)
i heard that the author of D.gray man was very sick or either injured and needs time to rest up. aww~ pitiful! T^T i really hope she will get better!! another reason for them taking so long is because their anime is catching up with their manga. =(

main point is:

D.GRAY MAN!
AISHITERU!
(i wish they were real! >.<)

lollita-crazy!

2010-09-02T04:21:00.008+08:00

konichiwa!!!

i'm so so so crazy over japan!!!

they seriously have like EVERYTHING i dream of having!

anime, fashion, food (if it's vegetarian, it would be perfect!), culture, love and respect for animals....everything!

i'm crazy for their lolita fashion! especially the gothic, hime, kuro, wa, guro, punk, cosplay lolita stye!!!

i wish they could somehow fuse them all together!

i wish i can have like every set of their lolita style!!!

i really wish i can be born in japan! (>.<)

i wish, i wish, i WISH!

*sigh*

my dream country: JAPAN!!!

(^0^)V

oh, and i still have not found my new name! i can't seem to let go of 'kimichii'..!

i want something that have a fushion of gothic and japanese and have my nick, kim. *sigh* (T^T)

freaking disappointed with somebody...

2010-08-09T02:13:00.005+08:00

don't think i'm stupid to have not notice your change in character..i helped you and yet, you treat me like this..like it's my fault as well..i'm emotional and yes! i know i am overeacting but i hate it when i try my best to maintain the friendship but you just don't give a fuck..all i can say is i've given up on you already..

enough said..tomorrow..or rather today, is national day and i don't feel any difference than any other day..guess tomorrow's gonna be another day of staying at home..

went with my parents and my eldst brother to get his new cellphone..decided to tag along so i can see if they have any flip phone left in stock..i know it's like impossible to find one now but to tell you the truth, i hate touch screens.. =S so annoying..was so happy when they say they have, it is like a latest flip phone left in the store but sadly, it is so old fashion.. =X i can't blame them though..but in the end, i still didn't purchase it..

because i'm aiming for a japanese flip phone!!!!

but i'm really disappointed that japanese cellphones do not sell in singapore.. (T^T) and if i buy a cellphone from japan, i can't even use it and even if i can, what if it spoils? i can't do anything! *sigh* a korean cellphone is available but not japan.. =( very sad..truly very sad..

spend the rest of the day finding songs and painting my nails black..

glad the next day is a public holiday.. =)

4 more days until holidays! =D but also means the leaving of my class.. ='(

gonna sleep soon~

2010-07-28T01:07:00.007+08:00

gonna keep it short and sweet cause its already 1am and i have to sleep now!

today morning SUCKS!

first, my slippers tore apart. luckily, a friend of mine have not reach school yet so he helped me buy another slippers (pink) lol..but i didnt care as long as i have something to wear! fucking bad luck! dump my shoes when i reach school and dont care how i look in those ...... slippers, which cost $5!!! o.O

second, my handphone died on me at the same time when my slippers tore apart. took out my handphone battery for like about 3 to 4 times and it still didnt switch on. was SO freaking mad, i just hit it on my palm but STILL didnt switch on. took it my battery and SIM card one last time and finally, it listens to me. (-_-)" seriously guys, dont ever buy LG or SONY ERICSSON handphone brand! aiming for a japanese handphone! (^-^)V

thirdly, i dont know if i was late for class!!! my friend said i was not cause i came in at 8.30am on the spot. not sure if my facilitator notice the time as well. *fingers cross*

fourthly, i coughed so hard that i vomitted out the food i ate..twice!

but at the last part of the day, it didnt really sucks cause..

my friends cheered me up. being silly and funny. (eee yer~) if you dont understand, its ok. (^-^)

chatted with my dear friend, jovine, which really cheered me up hearing her voice~ haha! miss her so!

and...i'm gonna meet her tomorrow!! hopefully! XD

ok! end of what i wana say. so...

oyasumi mina~ (_ _)Zzz

(i'm still long winded....... (-_-)" ahhh~ who cares..)

just joined skype!

2010-07-21T07:54:00.003+08:00

recently, i joined SKYPE! haha~ its something like msn, you can video call or just call or chat online..the reason for me joining skype was because my japan friend, Ataka, have no msn in her country. that is what i know from my friend. =X and she email me, saying she just join skype. so i too, joined. so did stanley.. XD mavis joined before..lol..!

first time joining skype, ataka was online, co-incidently! =D so mi n stanley chatted with her until 2am! (o.O) moreover, i had school the next day! since stanley n ataka have a mike, they can freely chat with each other while i have to type out what i wana say..zzz~ gotta have a mike soon! (>.<) its been so long since i heard ataka's voice that i dont recognise her voice! =X stanley chat with her with the singaporean accent and i cant tell you how embaressed i was. (no offence stanley) XD and when stanley talk, ataka dont understand at all! haha~ i have to type out the question stanley ask for ataka to read..! haha~ i can also sense stanley is kinda awkward chatting with her since they are not that close.. (>.<)

anyway, i will only log in to skype when i have time to make video calls. the good thing about skype is that it is able to let multiple people make calls only. not video calls but at least we can make calls. so we can hear our group of friends talking instead of typing, which is convenient! so i hope my friends will join skype. alot of them seemed un-interested.. (-_-)" so at least have msn in japan and able to make multiple calls..if msn already can do that, then, wow! i'm slow.. =X

another sad thing is that ataka is not coming to singapore this year. she have ALOT of things to do due to her job and studies. i pitied her. i felt so bad. its like i was able to call her earlier this year while waiting for my O level. guess it was a very bad time then. but come to think of it, i should ask her to come during that period. =X i'm afraid next year, the same problems pops out..! (>.<) *sigh* i don't know what to do!!!!

oh, yesterday, i had to wear an outfit like you are going for an job interview and i developed a blister!!!!!! FREAKING HURTS!!! before i got into bus 168, it already starts to hurt but i did not take much notice. then, the worst part came.........the bus will drop at woodlands inter and i have to walk about 10 - 15 minutes to reach school! YOU CANT IMAGINE THE PAIN I HAVE TO GO THROUGH!!! omg!!! i endure it for like so long and all i can think of is to not walk anymore..i reach class, finally, and took off my heels and saw that it was bleeding!!! ('0') and it was kinda big.. =X thanks to my friends and my faci, who provided me with a plaster, i felt so much better not wearing the shoes. had to like push the back of the shoes and stand on it and just walk. so its like nothing touching my wound. showering yesterday was DIFFICULT for me. (T^T) today, had to wear flip flops cause my slippers and sneakers will touch my wound. i don't freaking care about the damn school rules.. >=( so full of crap..make us wear this kind of clothes and it's not even a real interview.. (-_-)"

hooked up on rozen maiden!

2010-07-10T18:52:00.005+08:00

currently, im so hooked up on an anime that i have been waitinf for so long to watch it! ~Rozen Maiden~

thanks to an outing one day, i found a poster of the anime and the characters were so beautiful. I become interested and looked for the show online but failed. luckily, one of my classmate, she also watch anime and her sister was a big fan of the show too. she introduced me a website that i can watch it! i was so so so happy! XD so now, im watching it! =)

the show makes me wana owe a doll! realistic one! but why does it have to be so expensive?! =(

i know i am childish but i can't help it! i want one! i want one! (T^T)

been watching rozen maiden for like the whole day. did not even study for upcoming tests..! *tsk tsk*

fuck animal abusers..they deserve to go to hell!

2010-06-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

i wish there's like a world vegetarian day or something..i admit that i sometimes do wish for more people converting to a vegan..i just want all the killing and torture of animals to stop..seriously..i've had enough..all i can do is cry for them as i cannot help them..people keep criticising me..like as if being a vegetarian is a bad thing..like me being a vegetarian will not help them..at least i am one of those few people who make their stand and don't encourage more killing and torturing of animals by consuming meat..

i know it's wrong to tell people to stop eating meat altogether and it's not possible..i just hate it when animals have to go through such suffering while humans run free..i wish humans can have a taste of what these animals have gone through..especially animal-abusers..all i want is no killing and torturing of animals..is it too much?!?!

first time blogging in the morning..

2010-06-17T08:14:00.003+08:00

morning!

yup! it's morning and i'm blogging during this hour for the first time! well, it's because i'm in school now..yeah..holidays are over and now, back to school for 9 weeks! (o.O) it's still early so i decided to visit my bloggie and edit it a little and blog a little.. =D

really wonder who are still blogging though..doubt not much..everyone is like into facebooking now..blogging is like forgotten..

stomach is calling for food but i have to resist..class is about to start and i can't afford to go all the way down to get food..lol..it's like so embaressing if it growls..

music is blasting into my ears and i wish school can be this slacking every single day..like i say, high school is much better than college.. ='(

tuesday, i was supposed to celebrate my mavis birthday and they went ice-skating! but i can't make it due to my damn IG(interest group)..so sad.. =( so very sad..

well, time to log off.. =) *sigh* studying-time..*SIGH*

tomorrow is camp-day..

2010-06-01T14:23:00.005+08:00

*sigh* tomorrow's camp-day..from 2 to 4 jun..3 days, 2 nights!!! =( NOO~ (o.O)

anyway, since 28 may, its my 2-weeks-only holiday! BOO! this means i will start school on the 14 jun.. =( so short! high school is so much better!!! (>.<) i know, i know..i'm an adult now and so, i cannot get too comfortable with too many holidays cause when you go to work in the future, there's hardly any holidays! but i dream of having my own pet shop, working with my closest pal and selling pets stuffs as well as gothic/lolita/punky stuffs for humans and pets..hehe~ XD that! i don't mind working everyday..! cause it's my dream! ('O') alrighty! enough talking about my dreams~ i visited Rimfrost webbie..i love all of her comics cause they're so KAWAII! XD and saw her blog post and remembered mine..hehe~ so quickly log onto bloggie and start updating! haha~ ooh! so stupid of me! instead if typing http://www.blogger.com/, i typed http://www.bloggie.com/.. which takes me to some kind of webbie that had a picture of a wittle cutie rabbit! haha~

tomorrow's camp! tomorrow's camp! tomorrow's camp!! NOO~! i don't wana go mommy! *ahem* =D i hate camps.. =( *argh* stupid bonding camp..its my CCA camp, a guitar CCA..YAY! i'm finally gonna learn how to play a guitar..but classical one.. (-_-)" i want acoustic!

anyway, NO!! ok..i keep repeating..i'm annoying, i know..DEAL WITH IT!

i better end here cause i'm getting CrAzY! hahahahahhahhaahahaha~

maybe my craziness is due to the camp.. =X

oh! and i wana change my name..tired of kimichii..haha~ =X but i'll still use it now and then.. =p

*looking* (O.O)

short holidays are not enough..

2010-05-23T00:59:00.002+08:00

School started and so, i dont really have the time to update anymore. Plus, i dont have the 'feel' to post anymore.

At first when i started school, i feel so depress..like i knew i was not going to enjoy myself for the 3 years. But slowly, i got used to it and the bonds between my new friends are a little stronger. But the thought of having a new class the next semester makes me sad. The relationship i built is like useless. But nonetheless, i still miss my old friends. Our school schdules is so different and its just so difficult to get together. So its really frustrating.

Left with 2 UTs next monday and wednesday. Then, its the holidays! But it only lasts for 2 weeks..which is clearly not enough! And soon after the holidays, another set of UTs will start all over again. Poly life is still a little stressful for me. Maybe much stressful than secondary. Cause, in poly, nobody is there to guide you. They treat you totally different but i know their method of teaching is effective in the real world. Sometimes, i just wish to turn back time and enjoy my secondary school days even more.

Have not even studied for my UTs yet..no sense of urgency!!! got to pull it together.

depressing days since O level ended..

2010-04-02T23:17:00.004+08:00

i wonder when my depressing days are going to end..i doubt it will ever end..i currently have no college to go to and even ITE don't accept me..i really don't know what to do..it's not even my fault..they never even state my results properly..how am i to know exactly how much i got..why can't they just give me one number..my score..or just put in if i want to go JC, then this is the score i got and if i want to go poly, this is the score i got and so on..they are really so full of crap..trying to act smart by putting in nonsenses..

but it's no use crying over spilled milk..all i have to do is pray that ITE will accept me again or else i have to retake my O level, maths in particular..which totally sucks..but i have a strong feeling that they will not accept me..i have been through so many rejection from so many schools until i have no faith that i will ever be schooling again..

whatever..just so you know, i got a macbook..my mom sign up for something and they give us a macbook for free..i'm currently using it to blog..trying it out..still not used to it..i find it totally different from the normal laptops..i think this laptop is mine for now since nobody in my family seems to want it..i don't actually need it and i don't know if this macbook is good for my future use..cause i still have no idea what it can do..stanley will teach me someday..one thing i don't like about it is it's heavy! and its not so small..i want a small and light laptop so it's convenient for me to carry it around..plus if i put it on a higher table, even if it's slightly higher, it will be uncomfortable to type..like now..so i have put it on my lap.. =)

i have to ask stanley on how to solve this height problem..

i've watched the newest episode of SP..totally rocks..haha~ XD love the ginger response from them..it was kinda cruel but awesome.. *i'm so evil.. ;-)* this episode teaches guys how to get testicular cancer..haha~ i'm kidding..it was funny and a little disgusting.. XD

well, looks like i'm done here..nothing else much to say..just feeling depress ever since i got my ITE results..have no mood to get out of my house..just want to drown in my misery..

everybody is at the finishing line while i'm still stuck at the starting line..so what's the fucking use of catching up with them when i know i won't make it..i've totally give up already..

nothing much to say..

2010-03-16T01:59:00.003+08:00

wadup~

well..nothing much to say..these days never been soooooo boring..i've watched D.gray man anime already and now, i practically have nothing to do..but now, i think it's time to watch drama..english drama of course..

House M.D

its a medical drama and i don't know why i'm so interested in science type drama..still continuing Ghost Whisperer..

but i hate it when i can't watch my shows online..they always ask me to download the damn player..*argh* i know its selfish but...... =(

most of my close friends should know, i'm schooless..i'm currently waiting for ITE results..i hope they accepts me in biotech! no hope for poly anymore..i'm gonna study hard so as to show the poly that they are WRONG when they didn't accept me..i hope i will be able to successfully show them wrong.. (^-^)

this week, i'm really packed..i just wana waste myself and stay at home and rot..but, it's true:

Sometimes the hardest thing is do is to do nothing

well, it's true! after watching my D.gray man and other anime, i simply got nothing to do..online games sucks and i have to keep finding stuffs to do..the weird thing is even if i got nothing to do at home, i should have the 'feel' to go out..but strangely, no..i wana stay at home..and if i stay at home, i will be literally bored to death..*sigh* i'm so hard to please.. =)

NEXT!

changing my hairstyle!!!

i can't wait for my fringe to grow longer so i can shift it to sides.. =D yay!

i'm sick and tired of bangs and i kept my bangs because of school..and i had some hope of achieving .... but.............................................................................................................................................

anyway, it's stupid of me to have such high hopes..but i'm ok now..(^-^) just so you know, cancer people take longer to heal..

time for House M.D~
then to bed!

in love with anime all over again!

2010-02-21T23:54:00.004+08:00

miss me? XD

i think i shall not post any pictures of my doggies anymore..cause well, i upload my pictures in photobucket.com and i have to always log in, upload the pictures, resize it (cause the blogskin space is too limited!) so i find it troublesome..

BUT!

it doesn't mean i lose interest in my babies! i still love them with all my heart and soul and these precious pictures are save in my special folder.. (^o^)

anyway, i didn't blog for quite some time, (since 1 jan 2010) cause alot of fucked up things happened to me..i regret ever saying i like the number 2-0-1-0..

IT'S REALLY A FUCKED UP YEAR!!!

so many depressing things happen to me..countless..it's not even half the year and already i'm so messed up!!! and it started right after the damn O level exam!!!

of course, there are happy times i went through but all those times cannot cover the bad times i went through..

i knew in my heart that i was not ready to let go of high school although i stayed for another 1 year. i'm slow at moving on and i just want time to stop, freeze, so i can enjoy little happy moments longer..but, it's impossible..the clock ticks away like nobody's business..i'm afraid of the future but i will have to face it sooner or later..

i truly do not want to leave my friends..like my primary school friends..i don't even remember how i go on without my primary school friends..i don't remember being this worried..

will we ever contact after we start school?
will i ever see them again?
will they changed so much that i will not recognize them anymore?
will my new friends replace them?

so many questions..and i don't know the answers to them..

luckily, i'm hooked on D-gray man anime! (^-^)V

but it won't last..

about 20 more episodes and it's back to the painful reality..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2010-01-01T20:24:00.003+08:00

a new year means to leave the dark past and to walk towards the bright future!

well, on the last day of 2009, 31 dec 2009, i held a countdwn small party wif my fwenz..

we played water bombs, celebrated jobine's belated birthday. sparkles, and not forgetting, THE COUNTDOWN!

had the time of my life! i really do hope that i will be able to have diz much fun soon..i cnt rmb when i had diz much fun.. =(

i do wonder if my friendship wif my fwenz will become like some of my pri sch fwenz..becuz..i certainly dun wan DAT kind of friendship!!!

i'm lazy to give all the details abt ytd..hees~

a picture speaks a thousand words so..let my pics do the talking! (^o^)

my precious babies picture time!

7 dec WAS A BLAST!

2009-12-09T01:35:00.003+08:00

on mon me, huimin, liwei, stanley, laykai, candy, xinyi, not forgettin the star, aijing, celebrate aijing birthday..lol..since everybody was busy durin her b'day, we decided to celebrate it earlier! XD we went to kallang to ice skate..except for liwei.. =( for about 3 hrs? nt sure but ICE SKATING FUCKING ROCKS! im in love wif ice skating man! me and aijing both agree that ice skating is betta dan roller blading..! no offence to all roller bladin fans bt i still adore roller blading! hehe~ =D

cnt wait for the next day out and when i can both skate on ice and roads! yay~

aft we skated, we were all aching..bt its worth it..we went out to the bus stop and waited for liwei to arrive..as soon as she arrive, we were all shock cuz liwei hairstyle changed alot!!! it look so NICE!!!! omfg..lol..i rili like her new style..lovin it! XD

we went to have our dinner tgt n bused dwn to roxy square dat area n had our dinner at ashton.. =D yum!!

dan they discuss n decided to go to the arcade so dat they cn spend all of the $6 left frm the change frm the dinner..lol..bt its already 9pm so i had to go hme..so they send mi off..bid them all goodbyes n left for the bus..my leg had blisters so i was walkin hme rili rili damn slow..HAHA~ reached hme, my dad say he wana take my pic..zzz~ (-_-)" so he took, went up to my rm, switched on my com, bathe and wish aijing a very happy birthday! hehe~

photo time!
during aijing birthday!!! XD

now for my babies show time! hehe~

reply to u..

2009-12-09T01:13:00.001+08:00

I don’t quite understand when you say, “I remember wat i say so don say until i am tat bad.Don tell me u watch those too don say u don undrestand chinese well...sorri to say tat.I do not have any wild thoughts, u can surely feel tat de person dislike u...is true” it’s true that I have short term memory but it’s not that bad. I remember you said hong kong version is better. Only that statement was crystal clear to me. So there’s no way for me for forget that statement. I don’t ever remembered you say anything about china. Maybe you did, I don’t remember. Anyway, I don’t mind already because it’s already in the past and I’m willing to let go.

Ya. Not everyday is depressing, I know. But I thought you are trying to say is that you are happy everyday. Maybe it’s my misunderstanding so I’m sorry. Thanks for listening to me but at least, when I talk, you could respond. I remembered clearly that when I talked to you, you will look away and look at other things and when I ask you a question, you did not respond so it’s clear to me that you weren’t listening. But it’s not everyday so I’m happy with you.

I don’t always push the blame to you. Don’t put words in my mouth. I admit everything. I did some things that hurt you, no doubt but I did admit it. I take the blame. I’m sorry. But not everybody’s perfect. I know you are not too but I don’t blame you. You know, when I feel angry with you, I will tell myself why should I be angry with you, everybody is not perfect. So I will forgive you. Sometimes that it hurt so much I just can’t help but go against you. But it shows how I see you as a close friend. If I don’t see you as a close friend, I would just simply ignored you earlier. But I don’t want to lose you as a friend so I stick by you. But recently I don’t know what’s gotten into me. It’s true, not bullshit.

Of course I did made you angry and upset most of the times. I know. But I can’t turn back time. What’s done is done. I’m sorry and I don’t know if you will be forgiving. When I attend aijing birthday, I saw you and I feel like I didn’t see you so many years. I don’t even know why I feel so embarrass when I glance at you. I lend you a helping hand but I feel that you don’t want to take it so I left you. I don’t blame you because that is what I will exactly do if I was in your position.

The high school life and over and it’s time to move on. I understand and I don’t hold grudges against you anymore. I don’t know if you do. If you don’t then, it’s good news to me. It’s the past and it’s over. The stress is over and everything seems bright and clear. All the hatred and the anger has cleared away maybe due to the O level. I feel better and free so I don’t want to be stuck in the past anymore. If I still write a letter to you, it shows that it’s difficult to let you go as a friend. At first I keep it all deep in my heart but not anymore.

a bookworm today!

2009-12-02T20:18:00.006+08:00

surprise? i duno y i have the feel to go back bloggin again! woo~

today im like a freakin bookworm..spend almost the whole day at my parent's workplace..helpin my mom do some accountin stuffs..n for the very 1st tym, i didnt slp at my parents factory! haha~ XD

the reason was cuz i was so engross wif readin..the bk i bought b4 i flew to china.."the birthing house" its the title btw..hehe~ =D by Christopher Ransom

next happy ting was dat my babies went to work wif mi! yay! *huggies~* they always made my day brighter n they r so so so precious to mi..i duno wt i will do without them man! so today didnt sux so bad.my babies were there to make it betta.. XD

its sad dat my holis r so fast comin to an end..its like abt 1 mth already gone? right nw, my past is all wts in my mind..all the happy moments i had wif my fwenz..the beginning of the yr..where all i culd tink of is "am i gonna fit in diz class? i dun tink i cn survive in diz damn class" like i miss all of my 'old' fwenz..i dun even noe how i gt thru without my pri sch fwenz! its like they r gone n im ok wif dat..bt nw, in sec sch, it seem harder for mi to let go of my classmates.. =(

anw, enough of the bullshit..today all i do is read..play wif my babies..typing..counting..mostly readin..totally engross wif the bk!!!

toddles~
tmr im tinkin if i shuld go back to my parent's factory..
discussin wif teddy abt a surprise..hehe~
missin all my fwenz..
*muackz* (^8^)

~cute isn't it?? (^8^) ~

~such a gentleman pose~

~lookin at the cam!~

~lookin away, shy!~

~sittin outside of the bathroom~

holidays are here..but its not a fun one..

2009-12-01T15:55:00.008+08:00

for most of u guys, u noe the O lvl r finished! abt 2 wks ago..bt i didnt update my bloggie cuz i dun have the mood to update.

although its the holis, i duno y i've been feeling depress..im suppose to feel happy..i dun even have the mood to watch all the movies online dat i saved as favourites in my com..or to even continue watchin my anime shows dat i was addicted b4 my O lvl exam. i juz dun have the mood to do anything. lately, alot of depressing stuffs n emotional problems keep buggin mi..maybe becuz of all these probs. plus, all my fwenz r nw workin..i mean most of them..i dun even wana go out n have fun..i duno y..rili slacking..i duno wt i wana do..except stay at hme n emo all day long..zzz~

i juz came back frm china, most of my fwenz noe..some do nt..i've been coughin since i came back, had my medicine n im feeling betta. on the way to beijing frm xi'an, i tink i had a fever, rili felt sick to the stomach..bt its cuz i didnt have enough slp cuz aft i awoke frm my long slumber, i felt so much betta. aft i came back frm china, i feel depress all of a sudden..like all the depressin stuffs find their way to mi. even when im in china, i feel so sad. i duno wt to do anymore..

i tot i cn move on..bt i dun tink i cn. something keeps pulling mi back n stops mi frm havin fun. like im all alone. i dun wana mingle or wdv..juz wana rot at hme..

bt i cnt even if i wanted to. tmr im goin to my parents work place to help my mom wif her accounting stuffs again..its gonna sux..my plan was to work at a pet shop..was REALLY lookin forward to it..bt since nobody acc mi so i juz forget abt it..

so many depressing moments i had n facing it alone was so tough..im still nt yet recovered frm the recent hurt..i doubt i will eva heal..

~can my baby breathe?!~

~my cutie curious about the toilet~

~i really really really miss her~

~my uncle had a new doggie..kopi! sadly, they wana give it away~

a reply..

2009-12-01T13:04:00.002+08:00

thanks for being truthful to me. i really appreciate it a lot.

it's true that i am not your only friend. what i'm saying is that once you saw your friend, you pay attention to them andwhen i try and talk to you, you ignored me or was not paying any attention. i felt hurt that'swhy i said "never mind" or "nothing" that is also why i did the same to make you feel howi feel.

i also been hurt by other things all my life. it's not only you. we all do. plus i take a longer time to heal. if you feel like you are being hated, reflect on yourself, is the problem with me? what did i do to make me so disliked by so many. there has to be a reason. it can't be a co-incident that everyone dislike you. it may also be your wild imagination. it is you. your character so heck care all of your haters. just try to change in a positive way and maybe people are willing to give you a second chance. to let go of a hurt feeling is difficult. maybe in your whole life, you may not forget the hurt. once you felt it, it will always be there to haunt you.

everybody have depressing days. you can't say you will always be happy. even if you try. remember during our chinese lesson, we were watchingsome kind of chinese show, i forgot, you say hong kong version is better, when you said that,it makes me feel that singaporean are inferior. maybe you don't mean it that way but if youdid say out loud, people will think the same way as i do. so please be careful of what you say.

don't deny that you never changed. you did. it's just like what you say, you can't feel the change. only others can see. have your own style.

ya, you have to sometimes show how you feel. but show it in a nice way. don't show it in a way where people will see you and think how rude or selfcentered you are. you understand yourself better than anybody else but others don't so don't show them the negative side of you.

i not sure if i am still willing to let go. it is difficult for me. maybe i will not be able to let go forever. it is just the wayi feel.

if you know this is meant for u..then it is..

2009-11-19T02:55:00.003+08:00

i am really upset right now so i do not have the mood to argue anymore..this is my last letter to you..please dont take it too seriously..i'm sick of everything right now..

here goes..

I have a feeling that you dun like me and we can’t get along. So I think this is the end of our friendship. This fight did not start with me. Find a reason why I avoided you. There must be something you did that pissed me off. I can’t just ignore you all of a sudden with no reason.

I admit that I did some things you don’t like. I’m guilty. I did talk behind your back. But at least I’m brave enough to admit what I did. So I’m sorry for what ever I did that make you upset. Recently I heard from someone that you and your group were talking about me behind my back. I was just a few metres away. Yet you still have the guts to continue talking about me. I don’t know what u guys talk about is good or bad. I don’t want to know. Maybe sometimes I thought u was acting innocent. But it’s really you. And I’m sorry. Maybe I never met anyone that has the same character as you and I reacted wrongly. I do admit that I have enjoyed some times with you.

The reason why I say u was acting because sometimes I feel that you are so proud of being a foreigner that you forgotten that you are now a Singaporean. Dont deny it...that’s how I feel...if it’s the way you are. Then I don’t have any comments. Also, I felt that you made use of me. When you have friends or with friends, you ignore me most of the time but when you have nobody, you “care” about me. I don’t know if it is true but that is what I see in you. This is how I feel and I’m sorry if I hurt you.

This year, I felt like I knew u better but as I get to know u better, I get to know your true color. Maybe we will meet again in the streets but I’m not sure if we are going greet each other. I’m sure I will. Because after all, we did shared some wonderful experience together. If you walk away, it’s fine with me. I want to thank for all the memories you have given me. I can’t forget a happy n lively girl like u.

FYI...if u think I’m acting in front of you...I’m not...Ok? When u see me with my friends, that’s how I see you with your friends. I do feel bad when I see how they treat u but I can’t stop it. I do not know if you think this is a joke. It is NOT a joke and I think I have to come clean. Remember the good times. Not the bad. What ever you choose, it’s out of my hands. You can’t tell everyone everything all the time.

Thanks for helping me out. I wish u well for the years to come...

i'm so slacky today!

2009-08-16T21:24:00.003+08:00

sunday..a totally boring day..a sucky day..the day before school!!! *argh*

today i woke up rili late..at abt 12? had my usual breakfast..went up n went back to slp! see how slacky i am today?! i kept waking up n slpin back! haha~ rili lazy today!

since fri till today,,my neck is still sitff! when i turn my head to the left, it hurts..even thou my mom helped mi massage n put medicine, it still has nt healed! damn..when will the pain go away?!?!?!

i woke up at abt 5pm..switched on the com n search for any new online games..n peek at blogs..hehe~ had my dinner n watched the national day speech 2009..

went up again n continue my peeking-at-blogs activity..hehe~ im suppose to be a gd gal n do my hw bt im feelin especially lazy today.. XD

found out dat ccss has a video..haha~ all abt our sch..makes mi feel proud to be a chaicheeian..hehe~ made by mr chia..i found the video in aijing's blog..haha~ cool!

ytd mi n jobine chit-chat on the fone until 12..i juz doze off aft talkin! haha~ we talked abt our plans aft our O..hehe~ rili excited abt our plans n hopefully, our plan will happen! nt last min cancellation! lol..stanley joined us for the 1st hrs..since he was outside wif evon cuz evon was supposed to treat him dinner..plus, stanley's hp bill had exploded so he cnt talk much..aww~ too bad! hehe~ mi n jobine tricked him by tellin him dat i was nt on the line anymore..i told stanely dat i was freakin pissed off abt a certain ting so he said sth which make mi more pissed off..so i hint to jobine to help mi trick him..so nw..i noe dat i cnt trust stanley!!! such a backstabber! =p (gayboy! bet u learnt ur lesson rite?! hehe~ its already gd dat i did nt totally ignore u.. =p)

anw..i gotta get back to work..i doubt dat i cn even complete it..*sigh* stress is killing mi.. (x_x)

~aww..freddy wishes to be free~

~yes?~

~she will be my baby forever~

~let me slp~

Officially 17!

2009-07-01T23:27:00.010+08:00

well..yeah..today's my birthday..hees~ i wana thank my friends for making my birthday a memoriable one! even thou we have sch..hehe~

my lovable wishers!!!
~Fariq and Faris
~Xinyi
~Liwei
~Huimin
~Beatrice
~Stanley
~Mavis
~Laykai
~Radhiah
~Alifah
~Suhada
~Jovine
~Edwin
~Miroshini
~Mr chua
~Evon
~Kailing
~Cheryl
~Jerome
~Amelia
~Guo cheng
~Jay
~Zhen xing
~Phawat
~Soon how
~my form class..5N2! XD

well..when to sch as usual..had alot of wishes frm my fwenz! hehe~ chem class was rili shocking..at the end of class, teacher states dat someone's birthday today..i was like.."oh crap..sth touching is abt to happen" hehe~ n yup..its true..my whole class sang for mi a birthday song..i was like rili blushin inside..hehe~ THANK U GUYS! <3>

photos at facebook!!! =)

~aww..trying to get the food..cute~

~perfect sleeping cat pose~

~drinking together..so sweet~

R.I.P Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T15:41:00.001+08:00

R.I.P Michael Jackson.....

believe it or nt..bt im bloggin again..haha~

2009-06-25T19:59:00.006+08:00

hey bloggie..guess im bloggin again..haha~ many of my fwenz complain dat my blog is dead.haha~ guess i rili dun feel lyke bloggin as "ghost whisperer" has been keepin mi entertained..haha~

nth much happen diz holi..juz work n more work n more work! my maths n sci tuition has keepin mi rili rili busy..i didnt touch my sch holi hw..damn..its collectin dust rite nw..i only completed 1 compre! omg! i still have tmr, sat n sun to juz TRY n finish up all my hw..*sigh* my maths tuition hw is rite in front of mi..almost finishin..yippee~ left abt 7 qns to be done..mayb i'll watch another eps of ghost whisperer n i'll continue wif my sch hw..*sigh* rili wish the jun holi cn be extended..rili nid it..

recently, i've been kinda depress..abt some issue..i cnt discuss abt it..i duno wt to do..fwenz did comfort mi bt the feeling is still dere..its rili minor bt i dun noe y, bt it seems major to mi..i duno wt will happen next..been tryin to numb myself by watchin ghost whisperer..haha~ up till season 4 already! wow~

i rili juz wish dat my gd ol' days will come back..nth to worry..no stress at all..nvr been so hapi in my life..i feel lyke i lose touch wif my own world..feels lyke diz jun holi is a rili bad mth..like i rili wish tym wuld juz stop..n..juz give mi a break..........

~milo busy sniffing~

~i bet jessie is so comfortable..hehe~

~wendy love the bone me and my mom brought to the temple~

~freddy is so baby-like~

quizy time!

2009-06-24T03:29:00.009+08:00

Quiz asked by laykai.. (^0^)V

1) Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed ?

~cheeks~

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?

~irritated..*damn reality*~

3) Who was the last person you talked to ?

~laykai & aijing..*we have not put down the phone yet* (^-^)~

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

~guess so? hehe.. (^x^)~

5) Would you donate blood ?

~erm..does it hurt? =D~

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is the opposite sex ?

~hmm..i think so???~

7) Do you want someone dead ?

~*evil smile* muahaha..yeah? but might change victim?~

8) What does the last message in your phone say ?

~okay~

9) What are you thinking about right now ?

~*cant i have a much longer holiday???*~

10) Do you wish someone was with you right now ?

~i dont want someone..i just want my baby doggies n kitty..(>.<)~

11) What time did you go to bed last night ?

~hmm..5am? =D~

13) Is someone in your mind ?

~yup..=( ~

14) Who was the last person you texted ?

~dear aijing~

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz :

~hmm..i'm not fond of choosing..hees..anybody will do!~

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:

~plain water..H2O~

2. Last phone call:

~talking to laykai n aijing..(have not put down yet..hees~ (^^)~

3. Last text message:

~okay~

4. Last song you listened to:

~hoodie by lady sovereign~

5. Last time you cried:

~cant remember but i know i was really depressed that day~

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:

~nope~

7. Been cheated on:

~nope..and dont wana be~

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:

~haven't had my first kiss.. (^8^)~

9. Lost someone special:

~yup..bt its not a someone..my dear puppy..but that's a looooooooooooooong time ago~

10. Been depressed:

~yup =( ~

11. Been drunk and threw up:

~haven't been drunk before..(@0@)~

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. pale purple

13. pure black

14. soft pink

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend:

~yup..but don't talk much at all~

16. Laughed until you cried:

~yup~

17. Met someone who changed you:

~yup..my closest friends~

18. Found out who your true friends were:

~yup..a long time ago~

19. Found out someone was talking about you:

~yup..and i still have not forgiven that person..but i keep forgetting~

20. How many kids do you want to have:

~2?~

21. Do you have any pets:

~YUPPIE! my precious doggies n kitty! <3~

22. Do you want to change your name:

~nope~

23. What did you do for your last birthday?

~celebration at my house..play water balloon~

24. What time did you wake up today?

~3.30pm~

25. What were you doing at midnight last night?

~watching ghost whisperer~

26. Name something you CANNOT wait for:

~a new handphone! LG crystal phone~

27. Last time you saw your Mother:

~during dinner time~

28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:

~courage~

29. What are you listening to right now:

~bad day by Daniel Powtar ~

30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:

~er..no~

31. What's getting on your nerves right now:

~a particular person~

32. Most visited webpage:

~website for watching ghost whisperer online~

33. Whats your real name:

~kimberly~

34. Nicknames:

~kimichii/kimi/kim~

35. Relationship Status:

~single..but....... =x ~

36. Zodiac sign?:

~cancer~

37. Male or female?:

~female~

38. Elementary school?:

~temasek pri sch.~

39. Middle School?:

~chai chee sec. sch.~

40. High school/college?:

~chai chee sec. sch. to ???~

41. Hair colour:

~blackkie~

42. Long or short:

~longgie~

43. What do you like about yourself?:

~can't help but care? ^^ ~

44. Piercings?:

~ears~

45. Tattoos?:

~nope..but want one (a small one on my finger) (^^)~

46. Righty or lefty:

~righty~

47. First surgery:

~don't have~

48. First piercing:

~on both ears~

49. First best friend(s):

~ya..but lost contact..now i have another one..still counting~

50. First sport you joined:

~swimming~

51. First vacation:

~can't remember~

52. First pair of trainers:

~don't remember..but it's light blue~

53. Eating:

~corn~

54. Drinking:

~water~

55. I'm about to:

~sleep (_ _)Zzz~

56. Listening to:

~digital love by draft punk~

57. Waiting on:

~O level GOOD results~

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids?:

~don't know~

59. Get Married?:

~yuppie~

60. Career?:

~of course~

Which is Better :

61. Lips or eyes:

~both..hees~

62. Hugs or kisses:

~kisses (^8^)~

63. Shorter or taller:

~not fond of height~

64. Older or Younger:

~younger..*yay*~

65. Romantic or spontaneous:

~romantic <3~

66. Nice stomach or nice arms?:

~both~

67. Sensitive or loud:

~sensitive~

68. Hook-up or relationship:

~relationship~

69. Trouble maker or hesitant:

~hesitant~

HAVE YOU EVER :

70. Kissed a stranger:

~nope! (haven't had my first kiss)~

71. Drank hard liquor:

~never drink before~

72. Lost glasses/contacts:

~not that i remember?~

73. Sex on first date:

~NO! eww~

74. Broke someone's heart:

~maybe???~

75. Been arrested:

~no! and don't want to!~

76. Turned someone down:

~i think no?~

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. Yourself:

~sometimes?~

78. Miracles:

~sometimes no..sometimes yes?~

79. Love at first sight:

~guess so?~

80. Heaven:

~yuppie~

81. Santa Claus:

~nope.. =) ~

82. Angels:

~yup~

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?:

~nope~

84. Did you sing today?:

~yup..probably almost everyday..~

85. Ever cheated on somebody?:

~maybe?~

86. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:

~when i was a baby..no worries..everything i do is forgiven~

87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:

~the starting of the holiday right after the N level results day~

88. Are you afraid of falling in love?:

~at times yes~

89. Posting this as:

~a fun quiz~

90. truths?:

~95% (^&^) ~

100. Love yourself?:

~ rarely.. (*-^)~

~aww..ain't that sweet?~

~my baby cool sleeping style~

~miss her sooooooo much..sleepy little girl (>.<) ~

had a new guest in my home! Mimi!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-08T23:07:00.008+08:00

many of my fwenz dun noe diz bt i have a new guest whom arrived my house on 5 jun..Mimi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bt sadly she have to go on the 7 jun, sun morning..her mother took her home..aww~ she is like a baby!!! i wana hug her n carry her n kiss her n...........ohya..i forgt to mention..Mimi is a puppy!!! hees~ she is sho cute!!! wana hug her n nvr let her go! haha~ bt of course i cnt..hehe~ i still have my 3 babies to care..! hees~ plus..Mimi belongs wif her mother, miroshini! hees~ i've been keepin it a low profile cuz miroshini dun wan any of my fwenz to come huse to visit Mimi cuz Mimi is still young so she will get frightened when so many big giants pushing each other to see her..haha~ (>.<)

anw..she stayed in my rm for 2 nites n 1 day..i slp wif her on the floor..hehe~ i dun rili care bt aft all, i still am able to slp..haha~ on the 2nd day, she is much braver n she always bark when she hears any slight noise..rili scare the hell out of mi..lol..! my babies nvr rili see her..cuz they all ard the huse while mimi is in my rm..she is scared of my babies cuz jessie will get wild n bark alot n jump ard cuz she is excited to have another dog in the huse..milo is oso excited bt u noe..he keep it cool..haha~ bt they both still go up to my rm outside n start sniffing n barking..scarin mimi..aww~ bt mimi wana act brave n bark back! aww~

on sun morning..i ask miroshini if she cn take mimi home cuz jessie n milo was very noisy n always make mimi bark so my huse is kinda noisy..haha~ so the most depressing moment arrived n mimi was rili rili RILI hapi to see miroshini..aww~ watchin mimi bond wif miroshini in a snap rili touched mi..(^^) i carried mimi one last tym while miroshini called for a taxi wif my mom..im sure my mom miss mimi too!! mimi was so scared of the car n she kept struggling n whining..(poor mimi) n she scratch my chest.. =( until nw the scar is still there.. =( bt its ok..i still love dear mimi.. =) a taxi stopped n miroshini get in..i pass mimi to her n kiss mimi one last tym on the nose..(>.<) walk back wif my mom..my mom had scratches too..hehe~ walk back hme n had my breakfast..bath..had my rm clean..n soon, my relatives came to my huse..lol..

until nw, i miss mimi.. =( i sometimes imagine if mimi was still here..where will she slp..play..wt will she do..i will still carry her ard like a baby..play wif her......... *in my lala land* oops~ =X

pics of her..ta-da~!

~biting her bone..bloody?~

~aww..isn't she just so precious?!~

~sleepy baby~

~sleeping on my chair~

~attentively listening~

~sunshine girl~

~one with the toys~

~just like a toy~

~ooo..nice view~

~*sniff sniff* r u real?~

~mimi close up~

~3 times the mimi~

~busy biting~

~bone in the morning~

~shy mimi sleeping behind a chair~

~mimi wana lick me~

~*yes? u called?*~

~mimi's non-stop licking!~

~mimi getting sleepy?~

~mimi knows how to pose~

~perfect pose~

~curious little mimi~

~wad'cha lookin' at~

~aww..she miss her mommy~

~sleepy head~

~teeth itchy~

~*what's up there, mommy?*~

~*sniff sniff*~

~mimi's love~

~mimi backview~

~my last photo of mimi before she go~

='(

rise up again, my dead blog!

2009-05-04T22:57:00.003+08:00

haha~ yeah..its been a loooooooooooooooooooooooooong tym since i last updated my blog..juz plain lazy..dats the ans..haha~ thx to some motivation by my fwenz..im "forced" to update my blog..haha~ =X

well, today im kinda relax cuz there's no hw to burden mi! haha~ i only nid to complete my ss..WHICH I HAVE TO PASS IT UP IN THE AFTERNOON! damn it man..im gonna get a hell of a scoldin tmr by......... =X lol..i guess im so blind dat i didnt notice the announcement on the board..haha~ anw..today is kinda relax..early in the morning, we head to our classrm..yeah! took our pledge..take our temp..etc..next..chem class..the whole class is slackin cuz our cher is nt here! haha~ duno where is she bt i had a gd rest in the morning..hehe~ =X read my bk until i doze off! haha~ maths class..i sat in front..paid more attn..guess dat slp in the morning gave mi a boost to study..haha~ eng..we interact more..paired ourselves n prac our oral..mrs GP (sry~i duno how to spell her name.. =X ) stand beside mi while martin qns mi..I DUNO Y BT MY BRAIN BECOME TOTALLY BLANK!!!! ='( lol..! MT class..continued our ws frm last fri..phy class..went thru our test paper..

aft sch..mavis, liwei, huimin went to my huse..i went hme 1st..they went out to deposit $ n buy their ingredients..yes! they r bakin at my huse! haha~ i juz watch them..help them beat the egg..crack the egg..haha~ i duno y bt i lyke eggs..haha~ i noe..im weird.. (o^-^o) eat until full full dan they rush hme..lol..i watch my ghost whisperer..dan check my mails..ask stanley to help mi dwnld song..yay! next im gonna do huimin quiz at facebook..haha~

if u guys wana try out my quiz..the one abt how much u noe mi..dan go ahead n try! haha~ see how much u noe mi..haha~ have fun!!

ohya..i entered milo in the clubpets magazine..hope the clubpets editors cn accept milo pic n feature him wif the other doggies! haha~ i wana make him famous! my famous baby! hehe~ >_<

here u go..PICTURES!!!! haha~ frm IKEA when i went out wif kailing..stanley..jovine..(xinyi only stayed a little while..aww~) n today when liwei..mavis n huimin come to bakey! haha~ here goes!

~lying on sofa~

~love the colur of the room!~

~drinking air..go away~

~come into the darkness~

~me in the background~

~choking~

~monkey face jobine~

~digusted?! hehe~

~squeeze~

~stanley extra~

~girls eat out~

~dinnertime everybody~

~eating air?!~

~messing around with things..haha~

~brush brush brush~

~smile everyone~

~tired us~

~wth face~

~so cramp~

~leisure time~

~kailing "at home"~

~whose home?!~

~wish i had this! so royal!~

~behind silk curtains~

~kailing in cute outfit~

~my food~

~our food~

~yummy!~

~liwei bakey~

~huimin and mavis masterpirece~

~huimin and mavis bakey~

~ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

~i like to see baking~

~aww~ liwei so emo~

*whew* pics uploaded..haha~ well, dats abt it..its kinda late n my eyes r lyke shutting any min..so..GOOD NIGHTS~ SWEET DREAMS!
(-_-) (_ _)Zzz

created a blog for myself and jovine!

2009-03-15T19:43:00.005+08:00

hey!

haha~ back! i'm hapi dat new eps of SP came out! WOO-HOO~ haha~ XD

diz whole mth i have been studying n studyin..had my common test results..n it was NT GD! fuck man..damnit..>=(

holidays r commin..for non O lvl students..cuz dere is no such ting as holidays for O lvl students..yup..we mst go back to sch for extra class..PLUS cca..*sigh* i dun understand..y dun the damn sch juz ask us to go back to sch lyke a normal sch day instead of fillin us wif a messy schedule?! zzz~

mi n jovine created a blog for ourselves..pics of us only..hehe~ it all happened when i took pics of myslef as a doll one day..dan i told jovine n her brain hatched an idea..she ask mi "y nt we make a blog of us posing as dolls?" i totally agree wif her n gt so freakin excited..in sch, we keep discussin abt the blog..HAHA~ well, ytd was our very 1st photo shoot..haha~ went rili well..bt at the end of the day, we totally run out of idea..haha~ plus our outfit had prevent us frm doin other poses..haha~ =x we'll find another day when we r both free so we cn take pics again..plus if we have the mood..haha~

here's our link..if u wan, u cn link us..n we'll link ya'll back.. ;) juz inform us! hehe~
=> http://www.xjk-picturgraphyx.blogspot.com/
note: nt everyday will we have new pics ok? hehe~

we rili wana thank all of our fwenz for supportin us n givin us such wonderful comments to us..it rili mean a lot to us..rili..THANK U, GUYS! *muackz* (^8^)

dats abt all..
i'll end wif some pics frm the trip to the science centre on 5th mar..
plus the tym when evon..kailing..huimin..aijing..jovine..stanley came to my huse..

~watching a sad sad movie~

~huimin, mi, jovine, cheryl, liwei, laykai, mavis, aijing~

~candy candid shot us!~

~duno hu candid shot mi..=( ~

~leaning on jovine's back~

~jovine nvr look at camera!~

~jovine look uncomfortable? hehe~

~sweeties~

~hairs turned centre parting~

~is this a mirror image?~

~vonvon..teddy..kimichii~

~eatin my fave cracker~

~sleepy sleepy mi~

~mi n huimin playin stanley's ipod~

~a close up~

~squeezed~

~big smilez~

~us again~

~evon's hands!~

went out wif vonvon!

2009-02-14T22:14:00.004+08:00

hihi bloggie!

ok..here's wt happen today..

i keep wakin up and slpin back..lol..in the end, i wake up at abt 2 plus? i totally woke up..called up beatrice..ask her wt tym meet her..she say aft playin cards wif her mom dan she will sms mi to go out of my huse..zzz~ (-_-)" anw..i went dwn to eat my breakfast..while watchin tv..aijing call mi..say to help her buy 10 yr series bk too..dan juz lyke dat she wana put dwn le..i ask her y so fast dan put dwn..so we talked longer..talk abt hilary duff new song..blogs..she say on valentine day, instead of goin out n enjoy the day wif fwenz, she's at hme, lookin n readin ppl's blog..lol..! aww~ pity her! hehe~ i gt a sms frm beatrice..sayin to meet her at TM poplular store at 3.30..so i put dwn the fone n faster gt rdy..took a bus to TM..while walkin to TM popular store, i saw a TV crew..interviewin a couple..i juz put my head dwn n quickly walked away..omg man..its lyke the 1st tym in my whole life dat i was so close to a TV crew..i even wish dat i have a chance to be on TV..aijing say dat i shone away my chance to be on TV..she say i shuld walk behind them n look at the camera! OMG..SHE MADE MI FEEL SO GUILTY! haha~ bt i of course i dun have the guts..hehe~ unless im wif my fwenz..anw, i made my way to TM poplular store..went to browze bks while waitin for beatrice..she finally came n we bought my bks n stationaries..i actually culd have a discount bt beatrice's bro took her popular card..damn it.. >=( so in the end..i owe her another $5..*sigh*

she went off to meet her mom..i went to meet evon..while waitin for evon, i called aijing n chat wif her..evon finally came..she looked nt so diff lyke last yr..hehe~ we head on to TM n buy drinks..on the way, we saw 5 ppl performin..i love the way dat dey dress! lol..i wana dress lyke the gals performin! haha~ kinda lyke jap style..OOOOO~~ anw, back to the story..we went to buy drinks..i dun have money so evon help mi pay wdv i wana buy..feel so bad!!! *argh* i hate to owe ppl! zzz~ its lyke u have money..dan u rmb u owe somebody money..so u have to give dat money to them.. ='( anw..aft buyin drink, we wanted to go to century square (CS) to help stanley check his movie..on the way, evon met her cuzzin..she even say "woa~ so big pink bear sia!" haha~ aft she saw the face of the gal, she realised it was her cuzzin..HAHAHA~ so fake man evon! haha~ jkjk..we went to CS..called stanley..evon talked to him so i juz waited for them..dan evon ask if i wana go to Orchard..bt i told her i cnt cuz i have to be hme by 8pm..my dad was nt hapi cuz i always go out..so we chged to Suntec..hehe~

evon wana intro mi a ice-cream..bt the line was damn long..we were lazy to wait so we walk to SASA..evon say she wana buy sth..lol..we went dere..we browze here n dere..evon was greeted by the colleagues..i bought a lip bam..cuz the old lip bam's stick broke..so i threw it away..i nid a lip bam cuz my lips usually crack n peel..actually, we wana trim our eyebrows n makeup bt we waited for a long tym plus i was rushin for tym..so evon told her dat we'll come again to visit..hehe~ i complain to her say i was thristy again cuz the milo drink didnt help at all..haha~ we went to buy drinks n chcocolates..dan we cabbed dwn to bdk inter..abt $15 was spent goin to bdk inter..OFMG..my mom called, ask mi where am i..told her i was walkin to the bustop..went to take bus hme..evon dropped 1st..dan i reached hme..had my dinner..dan went up n chat wif evon n jovine n hear music frm LINKIN PARK! its been sooooooooo long since i heard them sing..miss the old songs..haha~ i forgt how fuckin gd dey r..lol..tink im luv wif them again..haha~

i called up aijing..i rili have STM (short term memory) haha~ i told her dat i cnt buy her bks..she say i told her already..haha~ foolish mi..i put dwn the fone n continue bloggin..lol..nw uploadin pics frm today..i tink i wont post milo, jessie ,freddy's pics on every posts..if my blog have no pics, dan i'll post their pics..hehe~ if nt my photobucket is gonna be full wif pics..haha~

my hw is right in front of mi bt i still bloggin..hehe~ so naughty of mi!
guess im done bloggin..

~as promised, aijing!~

~in train~

~funny smile~

~halfway talkin..zzz~

~funny faces~

~hmm.. =p~

~hair looooooooooooong beard~

~gals wif facial hair~

~piggy face~

~waitin for train~

~juz smile~

~the whole evon..hehe~

~the 5 ppl performin~

~in taxi~

~the missin photo frm ytd! hehe..wif coach Emma~

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO EVERYONE! <3

long long tym no see!

2009-02-13T18:33:00.005+08:00

wadsup!

haha~

yaya..i noe..its so loooooong since i update my blog..hehe~ cnt help it! sch juz start & im already busy! wif work!!! omfg~ O lvl r so tough..i duno if i have enough faith and perserverence to carry on! =X anw..yup..sch starts and so is the nightmares..im oso proud to be in a batch dat had done remarkably well diz yr..70 students came back to take their O lvl..some my of unfortunate fwenz r gone to ITE..bt still in contact..miss them....... ='( bt they seem to be doin well.. =) (keep in touch!)

some chges took place..
my class..have ALOT of students..abt 40..or more?
cut my hair..hehe~
workload heavier..
many gd teachers r nw gone..
stress increasing even more..(ppl have high expectation for us seniors..)
fwen'z character chge..(more tgt.. (^-^))

dats pretty much i rmb..lols..
mayb its the motivational/educational course i had recently..
hehe~
rili miss the course!
so enjoyable & funny!
wish dat it could last longer..or wish dat tym didnt have to past so fast..
dey did chge my perspective of tings..situations..haha~ (o-O)
i definitely have to buck up..
on ALL my subs..!
*argh*

anw..
today is fri..most faved day!
yipee~
went hme rather early as all my fwenz were busy wif projects..CCA..tuition..etc..i went hme n waited for beatrice to arrive..she asked mi if i needed any help in any subs..she will try her best to guide mi..she arrive at my huse at abt 2.50pm..went on to start our work at abt 3pm..she brought her ws to let mi study..we studied until 5pm..quickly done the last maths qns n she pack up..she treat today tuition as a try out class..she will be much prepared for the next lesson..lol..i walked her to the bustop..waited for the bus as we plan for tmr..we r goin to popular to buy 10 yr series & 5 yr series for mi..lol..dan we gonna have lunch tgt..dan head back hme..back to reality..the bus came..she went in..i went hme..watched tv..had dinner dan update my bloggie.. (^_~)" hehe~

dats abt all..
feelin slpy..
*yawn*
i tried wriggling my toes in sch while pressing against the ground..
guess wt?
it rili work..
well..for mi..
lols..!
thank you PSA..
haha~
alrighty..
i gotta pack my bag..do my hw..bath..slp..
hehe~
sa-you-na-ra!

~dear kitty kitty~

~sleepy jessie~

~milo lickin..candid shot!~

~mi wif my new haircut..nt the haircut i rili wan..bt my finge is rili thin..so have to wait? ='( ~

~5N2 & coach Elgin~

sry i cnt upload another pic..the one wif coach Emma..my photobucket is experiencing some porb..*sigh*

goodbye 2008...WELCOME 2009!!!

2009-01-01T03:09:00.005+08:00

bye 2008....

and HELLO 2009!!!

yup..2008 left the building and 2009 is taking its place!

*sigh* i rili gonna miss the past..everytym a new yr starts, it always remind me dat im gettin older..! (>.<) i oso miss my fwenz!!!
I'LL MISS U ALL!! BE SURE TO STAY IN CONTACT!!

anw..today juz pass lyke any other day..woke up early to see the nose doc to have my nose check up..the doc say dat he is hapi dat my nose is gettin betta n dat i cn finally breathe properly! haha~ aft see-ing the doc..i went hme..took my psp..play pokemon..felt damn slpy so i put away my psp n went to slp.. (_ _) Zzz

i woke up at abt 5 sth..ya ya..i noe..i slp damn looong..hehe~ wana find my psp..cannot find so i noe it mst be wif my bro..so i play maple..play maple until 8-9pm..dan have my dinner n watch "the little nyonya" n other programmes..watch until 10 sth..went to my rm..decided to chge my blog skin..at abt 11.45pm..stanley called mi to wish mi a happy new year..bt i told him haven midnight..haha~ he was lyke..wth..hehe~ dan i type my sms n forward the sms to all my fwenz..wish my fwenz on msn too..hehe~ dan i continue wif my blog skin..i took very long to chge my blog skin..so nw im done, as u cn see..so im updatin my blog..hees~ nw havin prob puttin songs on my blog..mayb diz skin dun support having songs.. zzz~

so..dats abt wt happen the whole day..
rili damn normal..
btw..i tink im gonna put milo, jessie & freddy photo below every posts..
hehe~
once again..
I WISH EVERYBODY...
A HAPPY SPARKLING NEW YEAR 2009!~!

~active him~

~aww..how sweet are they~

hey..its been a loooooooooooong time!

2008-12-29T12:35:00.005+08:00

hey ya'll! haha~ ya ya..i noe..its been freakin long since i last post..haha~ well..yea..i gt my results..n guess wt.....................................

I'M PROMOTING TO SEC 5!!!!
YEAH BABY!!!!

haha! ok..bt..bt..the marks i gt is rili disappointin..rili..to mi..i only gt 9 points.. =( wtf man!! its so close to 10!!!! next yr..i'll tink im gonna less postin n more studyin..im made my mind n asked to take out the com in my rm..i WILL get distracted!! next yr..its all abt studyin studyin studyin..im juz afraid..u noe..i give up easily..im the type hu loves to play play play..com freak..i cn spend practically the whole day in my rm wif my beloved com..haha~ or play my PSP..zzz~ i nid to chge man..*argh* I NID TO WORK HARDER!!! (>.<)

dats oso the reason y i didnt post..i rili have no mood at all to post..bt since today im so bored..playin pokemon all day..i decided to make use of the tym to post..i was tinkin of goin out wif teddy today to do sth.. =x bt i tink tmr will be a gd day..haha~ anw..i have no mood to go out today..hehe~

nth much happen..i only go out most of the tym..slp at hme..u noe..the usual..haha~ waitin for tym to pass..bt i find dat diz yr..the tym rili pass too fast!!!!!!!!!!!! its lyke..u r sittin for ur major exam..all havin lyke a nervous breakdown..dan suddenly..*poof* " here r ur results..congrats~" dan sch reopens..*sigh*

3 more days n nightmare starts again..
pls have mercy.. (>.<)
btw..
tmr is 2 lucky person birthday!!
haha~
DEAR JOVINE & LAYKAI!!!!!!!!!!
u go girls!~!

aijing birthday today~!

2008-12-08T20:47:00.004+08:00

well..today is aijing birthday..so...HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY, DEAR DEON! so go to WILD WILD WET!!! haha~ for the 1st tym i step into wild wild wet..anw, i met up wif liwei at aijing bustop..dan went to her huse dwn stairs n wait for her..she finally came dwn..still eatin pizza! haha~ we nvr even eat breakfast..lol..it was rainin dan..we walked to the bustop..wait until so long..ride all the way to pasir ris dere..dan went in to wild wild wet..dan huimin,mavis,stanley,jay go in 1st..dan they came out to meet us while mi,aijing,liwei bought the ticket n the locker card tingy..dan went to find our lockers dan put our tings inside..mi n aijing share cuz the rest already put le..

we make our way into the water..IT WAS DAMN FREAKIN COLD!!! *brr* keep splashin water at us.. zzz~ we ride quite a sum of rides..we ride the tsunami (waves hittin us while we float)..we spend alot of tym at the little river wif floats for us to hold to let the current pull us away..6 rounds..haha~ i wana sit on the float oso so difficult..the rest sit lyke no prob except for mi n aijing..lols..we oso ride some slides..damn, i hate the slides..i cnt go dwn!!! no fun one! *grr* always get stuck dan always have to pull myself..how i wish i went to escape themepark..aijing agree too! haha~ bt the best ride is the big slide where we have to get into a boat dan ride dwn the slide! weee~ n dats the only ride dat i wont get stuck.. zzz~

we played until abt 3-4 dan liwei nid to go le..so we bid her goodbye..dan abt 4-5..i tink? we stop playin n went to bath..bath le dan have fries at the KFC dere..dan went out of wild wild wet..dan walked to the bustop..by dan, i was feelin damn damn tired n i have a slight headache..aijing n the rest wana confirm if mi n mavis wana go kbox or nt..mavis dun wana go cuz she wana buy bag which today is the last day..at expo..i cnt go cuz i nid to be hme by 8pm..so i heard dey r stayin until 10pm..so i rili cnt go even if i wan to..so mi n mavis took MRT to tamp..went to eat pizza hut..eat le..dan we walk walk a little..my damn contact lens keep makin my vision blur plus my eyes keep lyke wana close..so mavis ask to go..lols..she shop shop i oso kinda sleepy so i lyke nt interested..dan we went to take train..mavis met her cuzzin..i lyke her eyes! haha~ eyes so big..hehe~ *shh* dan mi n mavis stop at tanah merah..dan bid her cuzzin goodbye..she went to wait for the middle train dere to go expo wif her sis..i bid her goodbye..went dwn..took bus hme..it was frealin cold!!!! i lyke it..IF I WORE A LONG COAT WIF LONG BOOTS!!! zzz~ *sigh* bt s'pore..dere is no such ting..I WAN WINTER!!! DAMNIT!

anw..went hme..played wif my babies..chat wif jovine on the fone..she ask mi abt her blog..her blog gt prob..bt i lazy help her..hees~ (o^-^o) she do do do..dan nw ok le..haha~ nw still on the fone wif her..smsin to huimin,stanley,mavis.. *sigh* wana join them bt cannot..oso duno if i have mood to sing or nt..lols..nw i juz wana play my pokemon..lols..have to take frm my bro.. zzz~

wana slp le!!!!
dun feel lyke workin tmr!!
wana go escape themepark!!!
ride roller coaster!!!!!
so sry i didnt take any pics..lols..
hees~

went to a play today..

2008-11-29T01:25:00.002+08:00

hey bloggie! im back!

well..today im hapi cuz for the very 1st tym..IM WEARIN COLOURED CONTACT LENS!! woo-hoo~ haha~ anw..i woke up at 12pm today..i was suppose to meet the others at bdk inter at 1.45pm..bt i forgt..so i slp longer bt end up wakin up at 12.45..dan i suddenly rmb the tym so i quickly rush n get chge..aft i chge..i went into my rm n make the final touch..i tot the play im goin is gonna be at a high-class place so mst wear prettier..hehe~ went out of the huse at abt 1.15..felt lyke its a little early cuz go bdk inter its kinda fast..n i felt dat im alone goin to the play..haha~ so i called aijing..ask her if she wana go to bdk inter wif mi..she say ok..so i meet her at her bustop..huimin called mi..cuz i called her..lols..so mi..aijing..mavis..humin conference while i climb up the overhead bridge to the other side to meet aijing..lol..meet aijing liao..i say i wana put dwn the hp..she say ok..dan she herself put dwn oso..zzz~ (-_-)" bt we nvr call huimin back..haha~ =X

the bus came quicky dan i expected..dan in the bus..aijing n i talked abt the lens..lols..ask her for some tips n facts..lols..when aijing in the bus, she saw liwei..liwei oso saw her..bt aijing cannot recognize her..HAHAHAHA~ (^0^) liwei keep lookin at her bt aijing keep lookin away..i didnt noe liwei is in the bus cuz i nvr look in front..lols..dan when we wana get dwn..aijing FINALY recognize liwei!!! haha~ aijing say she gt see liwei bt cannot recognize her..so she was wonderin y liwei keep lookin at her!!! WAHAHA~ liwei lyke angry angry..haha~ aww~ we get up to meet the others..i saw only little dance members..we wait for ms tan to come back n we r lyke sweatin! lols..dan ms tan came back..dan greet aijing n liwei..dan she say hi to mi..here is our short conversation..

ms tan: "aijing, ur fwen ah?"
aijing: "ya.."
ms tan: "ohh..hey..wts ur name ah?"
mi n aijing laugh..
mi: "im kimberly.."
laugh again..
ms tan: "eh..u in the band ah?"
mi: "no?"
aijing: "she in choir la.."
laughs..
ms tan: "dan y u so familar ah..ohh..i gt teach u b4 rite? u stay in my class.."
mi: "er.....ya.."
ms tan: "ohh.."

dan she continue to talk to aijing n liwei..haha~ i nvr hear their conversation..lols..busy lookin for huimin..i tot she come here by bus..didnt noe she come here by train..lol..dan we went up the platform..aijing keep playin wif ms tan dangling earings!!!! haha~ dan try to annoy ms tan..liwei say dey both couple sia..haha~ ya!! dan aft the train come..liwei say dun take diz train bt huimin n mavis come out of the train..dan we were lyke decidin go in or nt..dan we juz ran into the train..haha~ all push push..ppl was lyke lookin at us..haha~ dan mi,aijing,mavis,huimin,liwei stand tgt chat chat..lol..the journey to cementi was so long man!!! i stand in the train until so tired..aijing say i nid a portable chair..again..zzz~ say she shuld have buy 1 for mi on my birthday..lols..we FINALLY reach clementi..gt out..went to take a bus..dan bus came juz in tym..dan ms tan ask the driver which stop..dan we were lyke laughin..she dun even noe how to go dere~! haha~

dan we reach our stop..went into the place..we went toliet 1st dan went into the theatre..decidin where to sit..in the end, we sit quite far back..zzz~ i wana dit in front one!!!!! =( i only noe..frm the left its ms tan,faris,liwei,huimin,mi,mavis,aijing n the rest r the dancers bt some on the left hand side too la..dan the show start..dan blablabla~ its abt jesus..his birth..his gift..his journey..his crusification..etc..i kinda dun understand the last part story..huimin oso dun understand..haha~ dere is lyke a whole lot of singin man! haha~ some song r nice..haha~ make mi miss singin..lalala~ last part..dey wan us to fill the form at the back of the magazine..bt we nvr fill up n give to the ppl..haha~

aft dat, we went out..n took some pics..esp the dance members..so mi,huimin,aijing,mavis went off 1st cuz we r freaking hungry..lols..we lyke make 1 whole round dan in the end..we follow ms tan n the rest..zzz~ we shuld lyke juz follow them in the 1st place..lols..cuz we duno how to go back..haha~ anw..we reach clementi..dan we split up..meet again at the plateform..lols..dan went into the train..we tot the others oso in the same train as us..bt dey r nt..so we head on to tampines..which is oso a damn long way..on the way, aijing say she wana go hme 1st n have her dinner at hme..so she drop 1st dan we continue our journey..we were so hungry we already noe wt we wana eat at pasta mania..lols..

we reach tampines..finally..dan we had our breakfast/lunch/dinner dere..lols..cn imagine how hungry we were..while we r dere, huimin met her cuzzins..lols..dey wave to her..she wave back..lols..we eat until we were so damn full..we left pasta mania dan huimin bid her cuzzin goodbye n we head on to the pasa-malam..dan my mom called..i told her i on my way hme already n i eaten already..dan she say she cook alot tonight..i say nvm la..tmr dan eat..haha~ so evil of mi..she say ok dan we put dwn..dan mavis quickly buy her snack dan she went to take MRT hme..dan mi n huimin walk to the inter dere..dan we split up cuz we take diff bus..my bus the queue damn long sia!! lols..bt its a gd ting for mi..means the bus will be here any min..dan the bus rili came aft a few min..went up the bus while i hear music dan reached hme..

reach hme le dan saw my parents watchin tv..saw on a table a steamboat buffet..i was lyke wth..i rather at hme eat..zzz~ bt i dun care..i still eat..haha~ so greedy of mi! bt of course i eat abit only..lyke i eat the salmon fish only..played wif milo n jessie dan went up..chat wif beatrice n huimin..halfway..watched the movie '300' dan chat again..dan bath..dan chat again..dan she offline..dan chat wif stanley nw..lols..so sleepy today bt i was hapi cuz its the very 1st tym i wear colour contact lens n it looked SO COOL!

~grey eyes of mine~

~look into my eyes~

~those innocent eyes~

~frankengirl~

~insane girl~

~the ticket to the play, "the promise"~

~free magazine of the play, 'the promise'~

~inside the theatre~

~in the MRT..on the way to clementi~

~candid shot!~

~see little teddy eatin garlic bread~

~my awesome spegetti..juz the way i lyke it~

good week

2008-11-11T01:45:00.001+08:00

hi bloggie..nw its 1.45A.M..so i gotta post diz short n sweet..hees~

today i was damn bloody hapi...!!! i gt my contact lens n......i finally get to officially play my PSP!! hell yeah~ cuz u noe..these days..my PSP is havin some difficulty..anw..for abt 3-4 hrs..i kept playin my PSP non-stop at the factory..lols..i was waitin for my mom to give mi some work to do..bt acutally..gt alot of games dat seller install for mi..so i tried all..all was addictin..haha~ anw..i played until my PSP had no batt..zzz~ (_ _)Zzz so i went to slp..eat..etc..OF COURSE, i did help my mom do work..juz dat today nt so much work to be done so i cn slack all the way!! wakaka~

at abt 6.45..mi n my parents went to parkway to get my contact lens! XD we went into the shop n my heart was poundin..i was grateful dat dere were little ppl in the shop..so i dun have to be P.S..lols..i took abt half an hr to learn how to wear n take out the lens..MAN, was it DIFFICULT! =( i tot puttin in was no prob..n takin out the lens will be a killer..bt i was rong..its the other way round..my fwen told mi b4..bt i kinda didnt believe them cuz i saw dem put on the lens without any difficulty!! haha~ (all pro one.. =X) i always tink dat my hands r too BIG to fit into my small eyes..zzz~ the opimist (duno how to spell..P.S) warn mi dat if i feel dat the lens is movin abt..means i have to order the custom-made contact lens cuz she told mi b4 dat my eyes were too small n so were the pupils.. ='( she oso told mi to wear the daily lens for 5 days!! lols..i was very hapi when she say..EVERYDAY WEAR THEM..haha~ bt nw..im worried..cuz at the shop..the opimist direct mi on where to move the lens..up..dwn? etc..so tmr i'll be wearin it ALONE..at least my mom will be wif mi..bt i duno if she'll be able to guide mi..i noe she cn..(^^) plus, i duno if my bro will teach mi..probably he's lazy..zzz~ so nw, im NERVOUS.. (`~`)

oso..my samsung hp is BACK!! muahaha~ finally my chrager is renewed..my samsung hp charger was spoiled a few wks ago..so i cnt charge my hp batt n therefore..i cnt switch it on..so i've been usin my pink panasonic hp..lols..bt nw..i gotta adapt back to my old hp again..cuz both the samsung n panasonic r different.. \^o^/

so..today its lyke 3 dreams CAME TRUE!
(almost..) Xp
well, i gotta hit the hay..
tmr i nid to wake up early..
zzz~

wt a sad sad day..

2008-11-06T00:39:00.003+08:00

hey bloggie..im kinda nt in the mood nw..bt im rili bored n nth much to do..i have a cold war wif someone..unable to name dat person..i rili have no mood anymore..i rili dun wana break friendship wif dat person..bt it rili upsets mi..bt im willing to forgive n forget..bt only when its the rite tym..moreover, dat person is a close fwen to mi..so its difficult to let go..nw a days, i realise dat my fwenz r driftin away frm mi..wt the hell is rong?! even my closest fwenz..they moved on..i cnt even imagine us even bein tgt in the future..all the promises breakin..mayb im tinkin too much..

anw..today is an ok day..today is the last day of my prep class..*yippee* aft class, i went hme wif radhiah..she came to my huse today cuz she bored at hme..i tried to dwnld maple into my dad's laptop..bt cannot..tried my mom's com too..oso cannot..*sigh* i gave up..for the whole day, radhiah played maple..tryin to faster lvl up..dan abt 5-6pm..ard dat tym, mi n radhiah watch a malay show..abt love triangle..the actress look ugly when she cried..haha~ =X dan..went back to my rm..played maple again..n audition..radhiah at dat point, was rili upset, pissed..so upset..stan oso was pissed today..*sigh* all 3 of us so pissed n upset..duno hu to trust anymore..

dan at abt 7pm..radhiah wana go hme already..she was late so she decided to take a taxi hme..i go back to my hme again..found radhiah's water bottle on my table..called her..said she will come tmr again..play my com again..haha~ XD

quiz...

2008-11-04T18:49:00.003+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
♥~of course i have!! everyone has! (-_-)"~♥
2. Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you?
♥~erm..think about it? but love is blind..age doesn't matter..~♥
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
♥~hmm..sometimes..?~♥
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
♥~GET EVERYTHING I FUCKING WANT! *duh* of course some donate la..hees~♥
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
♥~like i said, love is blind..maybe? feelings grow if you spent with him/her for sooooooooo damn long..~♥
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
♥~*duh* being loved by someone!!! haha~♥
7.List out 10 favourite things that you like.
♥~hugging my doggies!..going out with my close pals..chatting with friends..playing online games/games..listening to music..singing..watching tv..sleeping..laze around..shop for things i want and can get it..~♥
8. If you have one wish, what will it be?
♥~have a perfect life in the future~♥
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
♥~my dogs..close friends..~♥
10. What's the memorable thing anyone have done for you?
♥~my friends throwing me a surprise party at kbox~♥
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
♥~erm..i'm not a fortune-teller..~♥
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
♥~family..friends..animals..~♥
13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
♥~family la..~♥
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
♥~i dont know..haha~♥
15. What is your favourite colour?
♥~lavender and black~♥
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
♥~follow my heart..haha..its a very difficult choice~♥
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
♥~i easily forgive people..even if i'm mad with that person..as long as the person don't give me the "coldness"~♥
19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
♥~i love you..*smile*~♥
20. 5 people I have tagged.
♥~any five people..haha~ interested then do..not interested..don't have to do~♥

freaking bored today...

2008-10-14T00:39:00.002+08:00

heyhey bloggie..today is B-O-R-I-N-G..actually i suppose to follow my parents go to factory n help my mom in her work..bt..my maid/mom nvr wake mi up diz mornin..cuz they tot i dun wana go factory..i wana go cuz i wana gain experience..noe how it feels lyke to work..lols..so i woke up at abt 11 sth..gt a call frm my mom..quickly pick up..she told mi to pass the fone to my maid..my mom cnt call thru my huse fone..so she tot my maid is talkin to her cousin since early mornin as my mom gt a call frm my maid's cousin..bt actually, my mom forgt to off the fone aft she put dwn the fone of my maid's cousin..lols.. (-_-)"

anw..the whole day is juz playin audition n chattin wif radhiah..lols..juz nw earlier..i called radhiah..we talked abt goin out cuz we were bored at hme n i have to return my tuition cher's maths set back to her..we discuss n smsed..in the end..we decided to go return my cher's maths set on wed..i told radhiah to inform jovine..duno if she did..haha~

so dats all for abt today..the usual stuffs happen..hehe~ im juz bored so i decided to update u, bloggie.. \(^o^)/

cnt wait to get out.. (>_<)

long tym..long tym..

2008-10-08T17:44:00.007+08:00

hi bloggie..im back!! haha~ actually i finish my exams earlier..on 3 oct..bt i lazy update..hees~ these few days was so damn sucky..i was oso busy findin jobs..went out wif jovine,evon,kailing n stanley..findin jobs..

on mon..kailing..stanley..evon..come my huse..dan evon gt a call..sayin go to the tampines CPF building..she accepts..stanley forgt to bring his IC..so he went hme to get it..dan evon n mi went to make up..dan met up wif stanley n jovine..jovine was rili mad cuz she hate waitin..dan we went in the CPF building..dan we have to fill in a form..i duno my bank acc num..so i was so irritated..dan a lady interviewer one by one called us up n dan we go into the rm n had our interview..evon,followed by mi..followed by jovine..followed by stanley..

aft dat..we left..dan we went to orchard..to sing at kbox to let lose..i had totally no mood at dat tym..i was even cryin when i talked to my mom cuz actually the contract dat we sign at recruit express..is dat they help us to find job dat we r capable to do..accordin to our age..skills..education..the biggest bad news is dat..we might nt be able to work under the same company..n we maybe be split up..WHICH I DUN WAN! cuz im afraid..i dun feel the security dat some one i noe is ard mi..bt my fwenz say dat i mst learn to work alone cuz in the future..i HAVE to work alone..bt i feel dats im nt rdy..at least they cn tell mi dat we might be workin ALONE!! dan i cn be prepared..bt they tell mi last min! its lyke a quick shot in the head for me! dats y i was so damn depressed cuz im rili in two minds..i duno if i wana work or nt..i wana work cuz i rili wana gain experience n earn my own money so i dun have to ask frm my parents n i cn work wif my close fwenz..i even imagine if we work tgt..we go work tgt..work in different appartments..dan we go hme tgt..bt on the other hand..i dun wana work cuz i have to work alone in DIFFERENT COMPANY!!! i mean if i work in a different job bt under the SAME company..i dun mind..bt its DIFFERENT COMPANY!! i dun wan it..durin kbox..i rili tink alot..

aft kbox..mi n jovine dun feel lyke eatin cuz we eat the peanuts until full..so kailing..stanley..evon went to eat while we go to takishimaiya n walk here n dere..we bought the fd at old chang kee b4 goin in..dan my maid called..sayin dat my mom wans mi hme by 9pm..so we hurried into ngee ann city n went up to look for jovine's comic..bt they weren't on sale..dan kailing n the rest called us..say they wanted to meet us..bt since we r rushin hme..we juz told them where to find the comic store in ngee ann city..dan mi n jovine went to take the MRT to tanah merah..we drop..while discussin abt the job..called evon..dan my bus arrived so we continued chattin on the fone when i reached hme..i told my parents wt happen..they advised mi nt to work cuz actually, i dun nid to work..i cn take over my parents job aft they retire..since my parents make sense..i choose nt to work..bt i still have the feelin dat i wana work..WIF MY FWENZ..i was out all day..was rili rili tired..so i had an early rest..

the next day was normal..i didnt go out..at nite, i chatted wif jovine..evon..stanley..we talked seperately..means i in conference wif jovine n evon dan stanley called mi on jay hp..lazy to type in wt our conversation was..anw..aft dat..watch ANTM dan went to slp..dats for ytd..

today..damn fucking irritated..i have to wake up so damn early..AGAIN..cuz my block nose is keepin mi awake..*argh* every morning..its lyke dat n i cnt have a good nite slp..its lyke killing mi!! my mom ask mi to go see a doctor tmr to see wts goin on wif my nose.. =( have to wake up early again..zzz~ anw, i went to a website for some advise on how to cure my block nose..

1) sit up straight on a chair
2) calm urself dwn..breathe in for abt 2 sec..breathe out for abt 3 sec..CALMLY..if u cnt breathe..breathe thru the sides of ur nouth..
3) hold ur breath until u cnt hold on anymore..while.........
4) SWAYING ur head n body around..means let ur head n body move little..slowly..
5) breathe in SLOWLY n stay calm..
6) if nvr work..try again aft abt 2 min..to let ur nose "impurities" flow out..(^-^)

i tried diz method..it kinda work..bt only a while..bt i still m able to breathe so im quite thankful..(^^) i play a game dan went dwnstairs to have my breakfast..dan..my parents told mi to try n open the windows to let the air flow in..i slp on the couch since there is more air as the glass door is open..i find dat i rili cn breathe easily..i was so damn sleepy dat i fell asleep..dan my bro n his fwen come my huse..since i was wearin a pyjamas..i feel P.S..so i quickly run up n fell onto my bed n slp again..hehe~ =X i woke up at abt 2-3pm..feelin to contented cuz i finally have my good nite slp!!!!!!!!!!! the whole day..i was playin my games..the game dat i have to dwnld in order to play..milo n jessie come up to my rm..cuz gt thunder..dan jessie scared..aww~ *hugs* anw..im bored nw..nth to do..still have to wait till tmr for the new eps of SP!!!!!!! fuck!!!! i waited since feb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~my freako face..haha~

~smile, asshole..(^^)~

~3 freak girls~

~i'll miss them!~

art paper today!

2008-09-30T14:32:00.002+08:00

hey bloggie! i decided to rite on u today cuz today is art dan the next day is holiday! but must study..*argh*

yup..im having my N lvl exam diz whole wk..im left wif hist paper n maths paper 2! then..i can party all nite long!! haha~ dats y i didnt update u cuz im busy studyin n stressin out! im at evon's huse nw so..since i nth to do..i update my bloggie..finally! all my fwenz keep pesterin mi..say i nvr update blog de..so i finally update lor..hehe~

today art..i literally lyke cnt breathe! my nose..on the left..cnt breathe..last nite i kept wakin up cuz my nose keep dripping meucus!! (duno how to spell) keep takin tissue paper n wiping..lols! my nose is lyke "numb" cuz i cnt suck in..so my meucus keep dripping n i cnt do anything bt wipe it..dats y use alot of tissue.. eeww~ duno how many tissue i took..lucky left some for my art..haha~ anw..halfway thru the art, i felt rili damn slpy cuz i slp t 2am..juz to finish my art! i veri guaii hor! haa~ i slp for only 5 min dan mdm goh knock on my table..felt embaressed..pissed at the same tym..continue wif my art..lucky mdm goh "wake" me up cuz at the end..i actually wana colour the whole background bt no tym so if i had slp longer..i cnt make my art even nicer..lols!

aft art..follow evon go her huse..take her ATM card..dan withdraw $ dan eat at mac..duno y my teeth hurts when i drink gasy drinks..PAIN!!! gonna go dentist..ahh~ *sharp tings pokin mi!!!* haha~ bt gonna go aft my Ns..poor beatrice..i finish my Ns bt she haven even start her Os..aww~ have to wait for her..dan gonna work wif her..lols~

nw evon juz finish bathing n she is only wearin her panty n bra n dancing pole dance..eeww~ she singing song..usin the comb as a mike! so dumb!!! retarded gal!!! haha~

nth much to say le..
anybody hu believes dat evon rili do dat is dumb!
haha~
she too shy shy..
n she is abusing mi..kept hitting mi..
aiyo~
wt kind of fwen hor?!
haha~
buaix~

a survey...thanks evon!

2008-09-07T23:39:00.017+08:00

a survey frm evon..
here u go!
slowly read bah..(^-^)

#1 Where would you go if someone sponser you an air ticket?
~hmm..JAPAN..to see my dear friend..AUSTRALIA..to meet all my cutie animal-friends! (miss them) (^o^)~

#2 What's your fravourite thing to do?
~hugging my doggies~

#3 Do you think money can buy you happiness?
~nope..only can buy the things you want to make you happy... XD ~

#4 If you are given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
~hmm...*thinks hard*...*head explodes!* so many things i want!! waa~

#5 Things you can't live without :
~my family..my babies(my doggies)..close friends..computer..food..water..air..wakaka~

#6 Who are you afraid to lose?
~all in question 5.. (-_-)"~

#7 If you have $1 million dollars, what would you do?
~ *DUH* BUY EVERYTHING SINGLE THING I FUCKING WANT! hees~

#8 What do you dreams of doing in the future?
~become a veternarian..so can cure all the cutie animals! (o^-^o) ~

#9 List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey
~can rely on..no money can lend from her..*chuckles*..fast mood changer..(like me..hees)~

#10 What make you happy?
~my doggies..friends who make me feel special~

#11 What type of person you hate most?
~rude..animal-abuser..fucked up attitudes..back-stabbers..why are they even exsist?!~

#12 If you have super power, what would it be?
~PHYSIC..(dont know how to spell..like the X-MEN, phoneix..thanks stanley for your idea..wakaka)~

#13 Would you go for happiness or money?
~BOTH!!!!!!!!!!! (can the "or" change to "and"? *hees*)~

#14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
~family..friends..(if animals), my doggies (^^)~

#15 If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
~erm..if he is willing to die for me too (^3^)~

#16 Who's the last person who hugged you?
~my doggies! well..not exactly they hugged me..its the opposite..*lala* (^'^)~

#17 What is the one thing that you want to do badly right now?
~hang out with my pals!~

#18 Who are you close to?
~my family..my close friends..my doggies..(-_-)Zzz~

#19 Are you couragous enough to the person that you like him/her?
~OF COURSE.................................no.. =( *shy shy*~

#20 If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
~go back in time and be a child again and live it all over again..being a child is the best thing..having no problems at all.. =( ~

7 things that scare you the most:
~insects~
~heights~
~loved ones gone~
~being lost~
~being alone in the dark~
~sudden loud sound~
~pain~

7 things that you like the most:
~animals~
~boots~
~spegetti~
~chocolate drinks~
~playing ganes~
~family~
~close friends~

7 random facts about me:
~shy~
~dont want to grow up~
~emotional~
~dont like it that my friends are quiet~
~weird?~
~like singing~
~caring~

7 things i plan to do before i die:
~to work as a veternarian~
~to find someone i love and who love me no matter what and marry(so unlike of me?(o^^o)~
~get every single thing i desire~
~ride a roller coaster~
~stop animal curelty~
~pass exams~
~be HAPPY~

7 things i can do:
~swim~
~love~
~sing? (who cares..i like to sing!)~
~roller-blade~
~cycle~
~care~
~go CRAZY/SAD/HAPPY/QUIET...etc~

7 things i cant do:
~face mt fears of heights and insects~
~twist my tongue~
~totally stop eating meat..like fish..IM TRYING!!!!! =( ~
~back-flip~
~live without music~
~dance professionally~
~be perfect~

7 things you are attracted to the opposite sex:
~he make me feel touched~
~100% not a perv/flirter/cheater~
~romantic~
~wont leave me alone~
~take the initative to do things~
~taller than me..(im sure thats easy.. =x)~
~protective of me...ohh~ (^3^) *day-dream*~

7 things i always say:
~FUCK YOU!~
~asshole~
~what the hell/fuck~
~damn you~
~aww~
~sorry la..*sad face*~
~i hate u la..*jokingly*~

7 people to do this questionare:
~SIR anyone~
~MADAM anyone~
~MR anyone~
~MRS anyone~
~MISS anyone~
~my friend, anyone~
~ANYONE!!!~

i'm done!
damn..!
i took a long time to do this..
i gotta slp le..
tmr gt sch,,
FUCK!
nitez everyone~

♥~kimichii~♥

finally...i'm back!

2008-08-15T20:03:00.008+08:00

hello~ i'm back!

today is a veri hapi day for mi..ITS THE END OF MY PRELIMS! hell yeah! bt of course, N lvl is commin.. =( today prelim is simple cuz its art! the nite b4, i slp at 2am! so during the exam, i kinda feel sleepy bt i hang on n complete my art..

anw..aft sch..i quite sad la cuz dat xy n jovine nvr wait for mi! >=( (nt dat angry la..(^^) i call teddy n ask her if she gt go out or nt cuz i dun feel lyke goin hme..she say she in the canteen so i went to look for her..found her..chat wif lorielle,panda,teddy,hafsah n leonard..dan i ask if dey wan to go my huse cuz dey bored..lorielle,teddy n leonard say wan to come bt panda already taken le..aww~ we proceed to my huse..watch movies, eat eat, go see see bloggies, n go CRAZY! wakaka~ lorielle dress mi up lyke a Afghanistan girl..haha~ dey took photos of mi..dan dey go hme le..waited for the bus for so loooong..we chatted n chatted for a long tym..lols..dan bus came, dey aboard it dan i went hme..the same tym, my parents came hme so jump in n go hme..i reached hme n dan update my blog..watch a little sp rite nw!

so cya!

i have 6 hands! wakaka~

mi as a afghanistan girl...

afghanistan wears sunglasses!

cool new sunglasses! only ting i nid is CONTACT LENS!!!!

my "gay" maid

mi wearin teddy's boots! I WAN!!!!!!!!! I LOVE BOOTS!!!!!!!

martin is raping leonard!! hahaha~ my bag is leonard's baby! HAHA! so fast have baby le!

sad,sad day...

2008-07-25T23:37:00.002+08:00

bloggie!!

well today was damn sad n pissed..all because of a bastard..cnt mention..bt he is a fucker..dats all u nid to noe..he is nt frm ccss..so much older dan mi..n he hurt vonvon!!! asshole..! so old already still nt mature!! cnt even noe how he pass O lvl or N lvl..eng sux too..(-_-)Zzz... hope he rot in hell!!! fucker!!

he made evon damn sad..today evon cried..damn him..! already ask him nt to disturb her anymore..still so stubborn!!!! still ask mi go n help him take her gifts for her..idiotic guy..evon ignore him le..he deserves it man!! WAKAKA~

anw..*whew* i went to sch..normal day eccept for the sad prt..i stayed back aft sch wif my fwenz to complete my art..the boards..doze frm my art class shuld noe wt i'm talkin abt..actually suppose to meet beatrice at abt 3.30pm..bt i dragged until 5pm! lols~ i took bus wif huimin n xinyi..huimin went hme..i follow xinyi go to the VCD shop..met beatrice..xinyi bought a CD dan she go hme le..i bought a ghost movie..for $4 only! lala~ dan mi n beatrice went to TM n decide wt to eat..either the fd court or pasta mania..aft lyke 10-15 min of choosin..we decided to eat at pasta mania! WOO~ we settled dwn..eat our AGLIO OLIO! cheap n yum!!

aft we eat..we went to popular n browze CDs..beatrice found the CD she wans..she bought it n dan she ask mi follow her go to another music store..dan my mom called..*gasp* i slowly picked up..told my mom dat i finish sch late so i meet beatrice late dan we juz eat finish..dan we shop shop a little..dan we went hme le..beatrice bought a watch on the way..i actually nt dat inetrested wif watches so i didnt buy..beatrice rush to her bus..mine was damn crowded..

i eventually reach hme..chatted wif my maid..drink my milo drink..dan my parents came back..my oldest bro went to army nw..~*take care, kor!!! cya aft 2 wks!!!*~ my 2nd oldest bro went to see movie..very late dan come hme..dan mi,stanley,evon n jovine called each other n discuss abt tmr study grp..evon nt goin cuz she gt no mood..understandable..dan nw i gt nth to do..so i update my blog..

nw i wana bath..!
wakaka~
i noe i noe..so late le..
anw..gtg le..
nitez~

school's boring!

2008-07-22T23:31:00.005+08:00

today..SCHOOL'S SO BORING!

make a record for slpin for all lesson....damn tired cuz of ytd..

afternoon slp for a few min only..

woke up n lookin "blur" (@.@)

bt gotta wake up!!!

next wk is my prelims!!!!

fuck! y tym fly so fast! no patience!!

btw..evon,kailing,jovine,xinyi went to my huse again..

more quieter cuz of my sick bro..aww~ WAKAKA~

kailing dad fetch them all n i do my own stuffs..

tmr is wed! diz wk..tym is passin FAST! damn u tym!!!

n good-bye to YILING!!!!

hope u will come back earlier n take care in australia!!!!

muackz~

gd nitez~

racial harmony day everyone!

2008-07-21T23:19:00.001+08:00

hey bloggie..yup..its RACIAL HARMONY DAY! so i go sch in my golden cong sum dat my best pals bought for mi at CHINATOWN! wee~

met up wif jovine,xinyi n stanley..rili felt awkard when i walk thru the tunnel cuz i felt pple,esp students, watchin mi..(`~`) finally..aft the tough walk-thru..i finally found them at the other side..bus 14 came juz in tym n dere is so much pple in the bus! we r lyke..WTF..n we felt so awkward cuz we wear traditional costume n look funny..anw..aft the temasek pple went dwn..we finally have more space..we ride to sch n went to the hall to our own class..had the concert..blabla..dan back to class..which means back to work..

aft sch..jovine,xinyi,evon went to my huse..played com..etc..dan i fetch them back..evon took cab n jovine n zinyi took bus..we wore high heels so we were rili tired n sore n jovine n zinyi the shoe's skin was wearin off..! i duno how xinyi is gonna face her mom! anw..aft fetchin them..i walked hme..dan playde on the com..watch AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL until at abt 2A.M!!!! dan slp le..

n damn u kailing..so gd! nvr go sch..cn slp!!
n oso evon's worst day..she found a beetle in her mee rubus! YUCKS~ she almost wana eat it! HAHA~ she dun wana eat mee rubus eva again! haha~ aww~ poor vonvon!

went to timezone..!

2008-07-12T03:30:00.001+08:00

hihi bloggie!

today..i went to TM TIMEZONE the arcade wif beatrice..b4 dat..we went to pasta mania to eat! YUM! cheap n delicious! wakaka~

aft eatin..we went to the TIMEZONE n play the grabbing game..beatrice introduce the arcade to mi..its actually my 2nd tym goin to TIMEZONE..the 1st tym is at parkway wif my other fwenz..beatrice teach mi some tings n the cards..still tinking of when we wana go dere again..anw..we played the grabbing game..beatrice n mi won 2 carebear each..beatrice helped mi play..we both played 4 tym each b4 we gt the toy..WEE~ haha~ THANK YOU DEAREST MEI! haha~ we cnt played much..we tried other grabbin game bt all was a failure..we didnt have much $ anymore so we juz watch pple play..we oso gt play the machine where u suppose to hit the 3 buttons? n the one wif the ball dat look lyke the hockey ball? dan we suppose to hit the ball into each other net..lols..i duno wt dese games r called..lols..

anw..aft playin..we went to take bus to our tuition..went to tuition..aft tuition..we go hme..do our own stuffs..update blog..etc..at abt 1.30..called beatrice..we chatted until 3am..i played online games a little while dan i go to bed..

dats the end..
hope mi n tri get to go to TIMEZONE soon!
i wana get the devil toy! n dog toy!
SHOO CUUTE!

DAMN YOU, ORAL!!

2008-07-10T16:34:00.003+08:00

FCUK MAN!!!!!!
WTH IS RONG WIF MI?!
TODAY MY ORAL SUX!
N I HAVE NO MOOD RITE NW!

DAMN YOU, ORAL!

presents!!

2008-07-08T15:59:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU AIJING, HUIMIN, LAYKAI!

THANK YOU CINDY!

THANK YOU JAY, STANLEY!

THANK YOU RADHIAH, RASYIQAH, AZRI!

THANK YOU WARANGKANA, MIROSHINI!

THANK YOU EVON, KAILING!

THANK YOU JOVINE!

THANK YOU LIWEI!

THANK YOU XINYI!

THANK YOU NURAIN!

THANK YOU CANDY!

thank you so much for ur wonderful presents, guys..u've made my b'dae a memoriable one..i'll nvr forget..(^^)

thank you!

muackz~ (^3^)

PARTY UP!

2008-07-05T16:22:00.004+08:00

today is the BIG day...yay! the saturday have arrived! *claps*

anw..i woke up early at abt 8-9am..went to the wet market wif my parents to buy some fd for the party..saw a FUCKING FISHMONGER use a bat n hit the fish! the freakin fish is still alive n the man juz hit it! the poor fishy is still strugling and he hit it so hard! OMFG! aft dat incident,,i felt so ashamed of eatin fish and i wanted to cry bt my parents wif mi..i made a promise dat i dun wana eat fish bt how? i'm born eatin meat already..i duno how to suddenly stop..aft dat, bought some fd to eat at hme..went hme dan eat dan help my mom wif the dishes..at abt 2 plus, aisyah n her fwenz came..they were wet cuz its rainin..dan slowly, the others came..

aft almost alot of pple come..mostly aijing gang..we started to get ready the water bomb game..bt b4 we even play the game..we already r wet..lols~ we play wif the host..haha~ i was rili damn wet..so pple pour on mi i oso dun mind..lols.. aft we fill a number to balloon, we went to the playground to play bt we only left so little cuz we keep throwin it even b4 we reach the playground..aft playin, we dried up..eat..dan while wastin tym..we played make-up..take pics...chat chat..play com..bt we cannot rili play the com cuz my relatives children r here..*argh* dan at nite..a few has already gone hme..so mi..huimin..aijing..cindy..laykai..liwei..jay..stanley..jovine..evon went to my balcony n play the sparkers? i duno wts it called..bt when u light up wif fire, it will sparkle..dan aft dat..i send jovine to bustop..dan went back dan i acc evon dwn cuz her dad fetch..dan went tp balcony to join the rest..dan we chit chat..sing song..play the concentration game..dan at abt 12 plus..laykai's dad finally came n fetch them all hme..dan i watch a little tv bt doze off..dan woke up feelin warm..went to my rm..my bro inside my rm usin com..dan i gt ready for bed..i didnt even open my present yet..

diz happen ytd bt im updatin it todae..

tiring!

2008-07-04T01:01:00.004+08:00

hey bloggie..today is so exhaustin! the damn SASA's make-up artist always r missin..!

i went sch as ususal..aft sch..evon n mi when to SASA cuz i wana trim my eyebrows.. =x dan 1st we go to Parkway Parade..bt the SASA's lady(evon's boss, maybe?)say the make-up artist has resigned..so we went to eat 1st..evon intro mi a place in parkway(forgt the name) bt its lyke a food court..dan we saw CCSS chers! Mr Tay..Ms Ong...Mr Rames and another one i didnt rili saw..evon pull mi n ask mi go eat at mac cuz she dun wan to see the chers..duno y..she dun lyke? lol..anw..aft we eat at mac..we decided to try the SASA at Suntec City..dan while we r on our way to the bustop..we saw our chers again..i onli saw Mr Tay n Mr Rames..dan we both call loudly to Mr Tay,cuz he is our maths cher..bt dan he turned abit dan look back in front! WTH LOR..deaf ah? lol! we juz left n took a bus to Suntec..aft duno how many "hrs" of walkin..we finally found a way out to Marina Square(thx to ain n azri as we bump into them) lol..we dan found the SASA..we ask if dere is any make-up artist today bt dan dey say the make-up artist on MC..wth!!! wtf!!! we waste all of our energy lor..!! dan evon ask mi if wana try Bugis cuz dats wt her "boss" say..dan we took MRT to Bugis..reached SASA..finally gt the make-up artist..we both did out eyebrows..YAY~ FINALLY~ i find dat the make-up artist's voice is kinda cute..lol.. =x aft trimin..bought a new lip gloss..i lyke it cuz its glittery!!!!!!! evon bought quite a number of products too..hapi when i left SASA..haha~ dan we went hme already wif evon..drop at bdk dan take 14 wif evon..

went hme dan i played wif jessie cuz she haven eat her fd..suddenly!!! milo yelped!!!! i was so shocked..! i quickly run ouside to see y..dan milo was limpin n he cnt rili walk..dan i let him inside the huse..went to call my eldest bro..he quickly went dwn n check..asume dat its a sprain..he called my mom n told her..my bro ask mi to nt let milo walk n nt to let him bite or lick his paw..i was so worried at dat tym!!! cuz i hate to see my babies in pain..aww~ dan my parents went hme..check on milo..dan give him some medicine to ease his pain..dan he calmed dwn a little n was hapi to see my dad came hme..i keep pesterin my mom to go see a vet..bt my mom told mi dat tmr we'll see how milo is doin..little did i noe..aft dat..my door bell rang..i tot it was the paper boy or sth..dan ltr i heard a familiar voice..ITS THE VETNERIAN DOC! haha~ dan my heart was in so much ease! the doc took a look at milo's paw..dan she say its juz an infection cause by the sand or dirt stuck in his paw or when we bath him..the soap is nt completely washed away..so it itches for him n when he nibble his paw..it gt infected so dats y he is in pain..she gave us some medicine..jessie was also given cuz she recently did nt eat much n the doc say jessie is gettin thinner n dats nt gd cuz jessie has a hip prob..gt the medicine..i was awe by the experts carring out their job cuz i wana be a vetnerian when i start workin..bt i noe its impossible wif my kind of results..bt dats my dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so nw..to give milo n jessie enough rest..dey r nw slpin in my parents rm wif the aircon on..i wan them to live peacfully n nt in pain..i would even wan to take the pain away frm them..dats how much i LOVE them! n i will nt forget my dear sweet wendy!

cant wait for sat

2008-07-03T18:55:00.003+08:00

yo bloggie..

today so boring..got 3 things i hate abt thurs..gt art,PE n mock exam n plus..today gt the ss test! the last min..mrs haniff says tmr dan the real test..WTF lor!! dun nid to test rite! juz go on n give us the test la..i study so hard for nth..wtf..! BUT..i quite happi cuz i actually did it rongly..the whole ans..tmr dan cn do again..bt quite piss la..make mi nervous for nth..

today in sch..nth much happen..ususal day..aft sch..went hme wif evon..she dun wana come my huse cuz she dun feel lyke it..dan i went hme..chatted wif radhiah abt her blog n tings..lol..helped her wif her blog..lol..aft dat she offline dan i update my blog..dats abt all..so boring n dull..happier dat i dun nid to go sch early anymore..bt kinda miss my duties..lol..cn have 1st piorities..lol..kailing oso nvr go sch today..so its quieter..lol..damn u kailing..so shuang! slp so long! nvm..tmr she comin..muahaha~

anw..dats all..
cnt wait for sat..
bt kinda no mood for sat..
tired n exam stressin mi..

juz turned sweet sixteen

2008-07-01T18:01:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to me~

haha~ yup..its my birthday today..
bt rili so sian..gt sch today..

thank you to:
radhiah
azri
rasyiqah
liwei
jovine
xinyi

gt presents! wakaka~

sat awaits!
cya guys!

turning old.. =(
i dun wan~ (>_<)
i dun wana grow up! =x
hees~

gt my com back! yeah~

2008-06-27T23:24:00.015+08:00

back again! my com is nw in a retire hme somewhere..soooooo...I GT A NEW COM! HELL YEAH! way betta dan the old one..its blaaack too..(^^) goes well wif my screen n keyboard..wakaka~

enough said..well..i'm gonna tell u wts goin on since abt wed, 18 jun! i gt diz choir farewell party..little bunny(aijing) n little teddy(huimin) plus little doggie(me~) go to sch..we had our breakfast..dan aft dat..went to the field under the shady area n play diff games..our little juinors help us to plan out..mainly, we play wif water..so most of us gt wet..(^^) lyke it! lala~ gt a a wittle bunny-lyke water balloon..mi n aijing wana keep it..teddy didnt have one..aww~ anw..we sun-dry 1st dan go back to the music rm n chge into our dry clothes..aft dat..teddy,bunny n doggie went to east point cuz teddy nid to c her F&N cher..bunny n doggie acc teddy n have our lunch/dinner dere..dan mavis,jay,stanley,liwei,issac(tink so) came to KFC..dey nid to c their F&N cher too..at ard 7 plus..bunny n doggie nid to go hme ler..teddy go hme wif her fwenz.. XD on our way, we went to look for our water bunny baby..cuz we left dem outside for anyone to adopt them..bt dey r still dere..so mi n bunny decided to let them R.I.P...ahha~!! *evil smile* we "pop" them n all their blood gush out..aww~ poor little water bunny dies..bt when we "pop" them, we found out dat it is nt a bunny shape..its a heart shape! cuz too fat so look lyke bunny..anw..we both head to the bustop..my bus come 1st..so i went hme..dan do my own tings..(^^) dats all..

~abt to start the game..explainin~

~warmin up?~

~sun-tannin~

~choir seniors diz yr..4 yrs, we known each other!~

~me and aijing water bunny baby~

~my water bunny baby~

~aww..ajing water bunny baby wana go out! (>_<)~

~my and aijing water bunny baby abt to be buried..*sniff*~

~cool effect rite? help by teddy! TAHBK YOU TEDDY! MUACKZ~

~a closer last look at them~

next..thurs..19 jun..mi,bunny n teddy went out again..teddy wan a pretty dress for her relative's weddin..i wana buy my tie too..met teddy at tanah merah MRT..we went to meet up wif bunny..dan we begin by havin our breakfast/lunch at subway..believe it or nt..its only my 2nd tym dat i eaten at subway..lol! aft dat, we start shoppin..i found a dress for huimin cuz i lyke it..wana wear it too!!! =( bt its for teddy..aww~ bt it look super great on her..(^^) continued walkin round n round..so tired..cuz i rili dun quite lyke walkin..tired la..lol..at abt 7/8pm..we have to go hme ler..we took bus go hme..reach my huse ler dan went to do my own tings again..

~doggie and teddy <3~

~zzz..i didnt noe i was taken..(-_-)"~

~teddy..doggie..bunny~

well, dats abt all dat wk..DIZ wk..sch reopen already..chge in quite a number of tings..gt new windows for our class..chge in various chers..which i fuckin hate it when dey chge cher..irritatin man..chge tym table..dats abt all..today is fri..yeah~ cn slp ltr..bt tmr gt tuition..*sigh*

cnt wait for next sat..(^^)

*top secret* hees~

n sry if its abit messed up..sth rong wif blogger..

first time bowling...

2008-06-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

hey bloggie again..erm..ytd i go bowling wif beatrice n her fwenz..guy fwenz..hmm...haha~

anw..she came to my huse when i juz woke up..so when she came..i was still so blur n sleepy..lol..we switch on my com n watch ~命中注定我爱你~ i go chge, of course..dan we ate our breakfast..dan alvis, beatrice close bud, called..say he is on the way..so we gt out of my huse n on our way to Safra..i didnt noe the place acutually..bt gt one tym..i went dere wif beatrice n alvis to eat at the jap restaurant..anyhow..we reach the place..its rili quite scary..esp for mi..dere so many pple! beatrice still cn be alright cuz she gt her fwenz..*humph*..lol..i was rili shy then..anw..we meet beatrice's fwenz..dey were playin pool..dan we chatted a while..dan we went to the counter n pay..we chge shoes n the game start!

the 1st game..i was rili gd..gt 2nd out of 4..bt..the 2nd.3rd,4th game..i gt miss everytime..i was rili tired n kinda bored cuz i slp late the nite b4 n i nt dat close wif beatrice fwenz..esp when dey r guys..woops~ bt i gt veri well wif them..beatrice say is very gd already..she acutaly wan to tell them to talk to mi bt without even tellin them, they gt talk to mi..dey were rili gd to mi..bt i felt a little ps..lol..

aft the game..the guys wana play another game..so dey played n beatrice n mi played too bt we share..i gt hit, betta, for the 1st few tyms, even gt a strike bt aft dat, i was rili rili tired cuz the ball was so heavy n i duno how to hold the ball..i stop playing n let beatrice play..we return the shoes ltr dan mi n beatrice went into toliet..she ask mi how was her fwenz..i say dey r funny n alright..she say dey r lyke dat one n so on...we went out of the toilet n we guess rite, the guys r done n waitin for us..lol..shuld have let them wait longer..cuz its rite for the guys to wait for the gals..lol..XD we took a grp pic..dan ltr, we walked to the bustop..TJ nid to go 1st..the other 3 guys wana go LAN play com game..CS...dan dey left 1st dan mi n beatrice go to TM to eat n shop our tings..dan aft eatin, alvis say he is at TM..we went to find him..aft a while, alvis's mom came..we hanged out wif them a while..dan i saw the tym dan ask beatrice dat we have to go..we bid alvis n his mom n sis goodbye dan we start our shoppin..i bought my slippers 1st..dan help beatrice pick her fwen's b'dae gifts..dan she went to buy bag..help her choose..dan she went to buy Tj's gifts while i help her buy fried mushrooms..met her again n we wanted to shop a little mroe cuz i left half an hr more..went to look at my tie..cost $19 bt i dun have $$$..so other day dan i buy..went hme..done........

dats ytd shedule..today i went to my parents factory n help my mom do work..so bored ovr dere..bt quite hapi cuz i finally n successfully watch 命中注定我爱你 without ani lagging!!!! yeah~ (^o^) nw juz finish bathin..feelin very sleepy nw..n abit sore..due to ytd fun..(^-^) tinkin dat my holi r gonna be ovr n my hw is incomplete..yet lazy to do!!! AHH~ hate spore..nth fun!! so *bleh*...

~mi n my best mei mei~

~alvis's behind looks lyke a women! lolz~

~the 4 guys~

~frm the left..SH,alvis,TJ,mi,beatrice...one guy missing! cuz takin our pic..thx aven!~

im back~

2008-05-27T16:30:00.013+08:00

heyhey bloggie~ nice to rite on u again..hehe~ its been soooooooooo long..well, nt dat long..i've been bz wif my examz and studies n always nth much happen..lol.. XD

well, today or rather diz wk..suppose to be my holiday ler..bt i gt sch!!!!!! >=( *humph* i tink onli sec 4 n 5 nid to go back to sch to get ready for our biggest exam of our young lives! "N" level and "O" level..ahh~ no more play play ler..aww~ stressful little kimi..! =(

i went to sch at by 8am..saw kailing at harmony workz place..we go up to the hall to check our eng exam paper wif all the sec 4 classes..aft dat..we went back to our class and had eng oral revision..dan 15 min break..dan phy class..we went thru the new set of phy notes tgt wif mr koh..dan we have 1 hr of lunch..i stay in class wif kailing and salimin..dey both playin psp n i waitin for them to play finish..aft dat..xy come back dan i battle wif her..i win most of the tym..wakaka~ =X *shhh...* bt i nt pro lyke kailing or salimin..lala~ aft playin..i feel lyke buyin psp too bt i already gt com liao..cn play everyday..somemore N lvl commin liao..canot play anymore ler..study study study......

anw..aft the 1 hr..its art class..go to art class dwnstairs..continue paintin..finally finish it..bt left the net lines..today i saw CANDY EYES!!! SHE WORE BLUE CONTACT LENS..why is everybody wearin coloured contact lens?! i wan it too!!!!!!!! NT FAIR!!! I LOVE HER EYES! aijing oso gt wear b4 n i go crazy ovr her eyes too..ahh~~~ I WAN COLOUR CONTACT LENS TOOOOOO~ awww~ ='( i wan purple wan..! (^^) *so jelous* wakaka~ =X anw..went to bustop wif xy..dan the buses came..behind bus 14 gt bus 10 dan xy pull mi to bus 10 bt i wana go bus 14 cuz its new n double deck wan..! haha~ lame..dan bus 10 n 14 left dan xy say she wana go hme early so she wana cross the rd n take the bus dere..dan leave mi alone..! AWW~ i sms xy..say i hate her..*humph* dan i call beatrice ask her when she wana come my huse..dan chat chat chat until go hme..dan nw juz eat finish ler..updatin my bloggie lor..hees~

im done ler..
lala~
my little babies in my rm sleepin..aww~
cuties.. (>_<)
tmr gt sch..*argh*
so tired.. (-_-) (_ _)Zzz

~my unfinished art piece..ugly rite? (0^-^0)~

~my almost done art piece..left the net..~

~i drew it..wakaka~

~my intense moment~

btw...diz r my results of my mid-yr..shh..
chem => 25.5/50 (juz pass)

eng => 41/60 (P1) (pass)
=> 47/80 (P2) (just pass)

chinese => 6/10 (listenin compre) (juz pass)
=> 47/70 (P1) (pass)
=> 28/60 (P2) (fail)

hist => 25/50 (just pass)

ss => 29/50 (just pass)

phy => 26/50 (just pass)

maths => 54/80 (P1) (pass)
=> 24/60 (P2) (fail)

art => 44/100 (fail)
so u cn c..i did badly diz mid-yr..didnt pay attn..play n play everyday..dats y..mst werk nw..jia you kimichii~ q(^-^)p

once again..hey~

2008-04-17T21:11:00.003+08:00

heys~ missya..

today is a normal day..lyke any other day..i go sch..n bla bla~ todae i gt no ASLP..(after sch learnin programme) so hapi..end early n cn go hme early..diz wk..im lyke soo damn busy..gt alot of choir practices cuz of diz sat's annual day celebration..so tired too..sumore nid to study..so much! cnt even rmb ALL the freakin formulas..AHH~ so fucking stress!

anw..aft sch..i went hme by bus, of course, wif aijing n evon n aisyah..sth rili weird n scary happen..we went up the bus..its a double decker bus..we went to the back of the bus..dere was one old lady sittin near the window at the left..nt sittin straight..her face was facin the window..her body turned towards the window..(try to pic it) the new bus have lyke extra seats dat lyke face the window..i sit lyke near the old lady n i was nt so creeped out..i tot juz a normal old lady..of course i feel a little unconfortable bt i dun care..aisyah was scared n sit next to her bt far away frm her..dan suddenly..the old lady laughed to herself..i was so shocked n scared..i dun even dare to look at her..i saw everyone in the bus starin at her..i didnt noe wt i was doin n i juz stood up n sit at another place..close to aijing..aisyah oso was scared n quickly stood up n go to the front..i told aijing..rili scary..aijing say i very bad..mst pity her..maybe she has mental prob or too stress..maybe her kids left her dan she could nt take it anymore n go crazy..she told mi dat evon saw her 2 tyms! i was lyke..WTH..n evon say she wear the same clothes..n her clothes its nt ordinary..her clothes is lyke she make herself..its a green cloth sewed to make a dress..

i was feelin a little guilty cuz i shukd nt juz walk away frm her even thou she is abit weird..bt u noe..my imagination is wild..i scared ltr she suddenly go wild or sth.. =X i told aijing if she even dare to sit next to her..dan she say no..(-_-)" duh~? anw..went dwn bus..rili creepy man..went hme..eat..play audi..watch sp..play pokemon..blah blah~

nw cnt do my hw cuz i dun have ss tb or hist tb..nw writin my reflection n i have no damn idea wt the write..

sports day...

2008-04-02T14:57:00.004+08:00

what an exhausting day! today is my sch sports day..have to go to bdk stadium by 7.30..i reach dere by my dad's driving..i waited for my fwen to cum bt mr tan chase us in..met up wif jovine,evon,xinyi,kailing n went to our respective huses..

nth much..juz scream n shout alot..nvr lose my voice b4 so i duno how it feel lyke..lolx..bt in the end..i still nvr lose my voice..lala~ we cheer for our teamates..dan all the students went to the field n sit dwn dere UNDER THE FCUKING HOT SUN FOR LYKE HALF AN HR! so damn hot~! out faces r lyke so blushed..dats how warm we r..we sat dwn dere n watch the cheerleading n while dey announce the results..which i dun give a fuck..bt in the end..emearald, my huse..wins~ yeah~ we went hme aft dat..we were all sweaty n warm n i took a bus hme..aft i reach hme..i bath..enjoy aircon..watch sp..nw im feelin veri sleepy..

rili no mood nw..cuz tmr still have sch..n i rili dun feel lyke goin sch tmr aft today tiring day..i tink its lyke a bad idea to have the sports day today..shuld held it on fri or sth so the next day, we cn rest..i bet tmr dere will be lyke veri little pple goin sch..lolx..im nw lyke in 2 minds..duno if i shuld go tmr..if anibody cn spare mi an MC..lolx..(^0^)

so damn sleepy nw..
n the worst prt is i still have lots of crappy tings to do..
im stress up rite nw..

gt a make over today!

2008-03-10T23:39:00.005+08:00

hihi bloggie! todae was fun..evon n stanley came to my huse at ard 12pm cuz stanley wana play audition 1st..we played until ard 2pm..we leave frm my huse to parkway..we went to SASA 1st to book an app wif the makeup artist..mi n evon wana trim out eyebrows..n make up..lol

aft dat..we went to a nearby hawker centre cuz stanley wana eat..mi n evon were gettin abit hungry so we oso eat..aft eatin..we go to the arcade to pass tym..we spend quite alot for the games..bt i find dat the games all nt fun..so i tink lyke waste $$$..sumore..i onli played lyke 1 game! wtf..(-_-)" anw..we oso play the game where we catch sweets in the machine..dan mi n evon go toilet..lol..(^0^)

aft dat we went to SASA..evon n mi went to sign stanley in to make up n trim his damn thick eyebrows! lols~! evon went 1st cuz she more exp..lol~dan stanley turn cuz i scared..lol..(^x^) we wait for him for sooooooooooooo long! cuz his bloody eyebrows SHOO thick! waste tym..shuld have gone 1st so mi n evon cn leave him behind! *humph* dan my turn..i was scared cuz i scared pain..bt yea..it hurts..bt i bare wif it..kept tinkin if i wan to be pretty, mst bare wif the pain..lolz~~~!! aft dat..we took pix..bla bla n stanley n mi,evon go separate ways..stanley wana go singtel repair his hp..mi n evon went to look for evon's dad..evon's dad fetch mi hme..

i reach hme..i watch tv all the way..until lyke diz tym..i oso had my dinner too..dan nw i playin audition halfway bt i rmb mst update my blog..so i stop playin..aft dat i sign out,brush teeth,wash up,chge,play pokemon dan i feel tired dan i will slp..lol~!

nite nite..
valene,my old fwen, is commin to my huse..wow..durin holiday oso bz..so mani pple wana cum!
waa~ no tym to slp...LOL~
stanley and me doing own things... me with superstar? bleh~ as if.. =X lol.. a gay having make over! HAHAHA~ me and evon after make over..pretty? evon daddy fetch me home..blur cuz car moving.. bleh~! back at home..watching tv and take pic.. glad that my eyebrows are trimmed! yeah~ (^0^)

nth betta to do today...

2008-03-06T20:34:00.005+08:00

yo bloggie..since i'm bored now..i tot of updatin u..^^

well..the tym table of my sch chge cuz the sec 2 & 3 r goin campin so some of my chers cnt teach..YESH! bt the sad ting is each period is extended to 1hr and 30min! so its tiring..AWW~ =(

went hme wif aijing,huimin,liwei,mavis..dey wana go my huse..had ITE talk b4 we went hme..milo went to my huse bt i was nt hme yet..still in bus..my maid call mi say dat milo juz left..i quickly gt dwn the bus cuz i saw her walkin..i felt bad cuz i left her..so i try to persuade her to come my huse bt she say other dae cuz she lazy..so i left her.. went back to my huse..my fwenz went to my rm..aijing and mavis use the com..huimin n mi play our audtion..lol~ aft dat..we eat..play some board games..dan go hme..tym pass rili fast in teh afternoon todae..dey went hme..i went hme aft fetchin dem to bustop..i decided to walk the dog..bt mi n my maid onli walk halfway cuz we saw another dog approachin n we noe jessie and milo will go crazy..we manage to pull dem back..i went to my rm..rest..n check my mails..

i gt an email frm issac..it says to help dem stop china pple frm killing DOGS! cn u believe it?! DEY KILL DOZE POOR DOGGIES AND OTHER ANIMALS! DEY TORTURE DEM! bt i didnt watch the video as i noe i cnt take it..dats y i FUCKING HATE chinese..nt dat im rasist..BT THE DAMN GOVERNMENT SHULD DO STH ABT IT! ITS SO DAMN CUREL! dats y i NEVER EVER pass my chinese and im glad to nt be born in china! omfg..wana kill the fucking butthole asshole..all the shitface pple myself!

*whew* enough said..b4 i blow up..juz fucking hate dem..hate chinese foreva..the funi prt is im a chinese..bt hu cares..i juz hate pple hu torture poor animals..ANYONE WHO TORTURE ANUMALS, I FUCKING HATE DEM AND DEY ALL CN FUCKING DIE AND I WISH I CN TORTURE THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS PPLE MYSELF and get away..(^^) bunch of pussies.. *sigh* so pissed off..have to understand mi..i fucking hate doze pple..

anw..nw im updating my blog cuz i've gt nth to do..sooooo........................................................................................................................................................
bye guys!

oh ya..holidays strt the next wk..bt i still have to go back to sch..fuck..
and my phy gt 14/25..juz pass..cya!

lazy to blog..

2008-03-03T21:00:00.004+08:00

yo bloggie..IM SHOOO lazy to blog in..nth much to say..lol..

on 28 and 29 feb..my class gt diz preparatory programme..abt preparing for the N lvl and to motivate us..i find my coaches SO PRETTY AND HANDSOME! omfg..too bad dey r so much older dan mi..=( anw..at the end of the course, which is on 29 feb..we took alot of pix and gt their autographs..wakaka~ bt nw..i kinda miss dem..esp frankie..so omg..=X of course nt forgettin coach yvonne..(^^)

aft dat..it normal sch dae..n bla bla bla,,diz is the last wk b4 the 1 wk holidae..bt im still moody..1st of all..my holidae is ruin cuz of choir,councilor stuff..so troublesome..cum back to sch..dan myself cancel the whole freaking holidae wk?!?! i fucking hate it when we have to go back to sch when its the holidaes..*whew*

gt my results back..i've done well..i say..*ahem* =D bt my fwenz did nt do well lyke wt dey expected thou..bt pls dun give up kk? u guys so sad..makin mi moodless too..lyke nw..anw..here's my results..*ahem*

ss-7/13..juz pass =

maths-34/50..pass =D

english-23/30..pass =D

history-12/12..pass =D

chem-21.5/25..pass =D

chinese-14/30..fail =(

physics-haven noe yet..

wahaha~ bt nid to boost up my chinese~! shit man! wts happenin to mi?! i onli nid to focus on 1..either eng or chinese..so i duno which..bt mani pple say eng pass veri gd..chinese fail..its ok..still cn make it wif my ther sub..well..hope all the bez for mi..n for u..(^^) anw..normal dae in sch..moody..i feel how jovine is feelin..no one cares abt u..*sniff* sum tym, i wish nt to be mi n to totally chge everything abt mi cuz diz mi is nth..bein emotional rite nw..

tc guys..

c if i have the mood to update my bloggie..

alwaes do anything accordin to my mood..so..(^^) moodgal..

cya..

coach yvonne..pretty rite? bt too bad,guys..she's gettin married.. diz is coach frankie..is he cute or wt?! he is single too!*blinks* stanley,me and evon..coach frankie behind making a face..bt too blur..

i met 3 japan people in person! yay!

2008-02-15T22:56:00.005+08:00

hi bloggie..i apologise for nt updatin for a long tym everytym..i juz lazi..=X lets strt on 9 feb..CNY still..kinda..

on 9 feb, quite alot of my fwenz cum to my huse..aijing,huimin,laykai,candy,adrain,radhiah,azri,salimin,ziyang,xiongcheng,rusydina,nurain,
warangana,miroshini,siti aisyah,aisyah's fwen..and zerzer! (candy's nu-er!) (^^) my bro's fwenz oso did cum..bt onli a few..haha~ radhiah,azri,salimin,ziyang,rusydina,nurain,xiongcheng all stay in my parents rm watch tv..i noe..so bored! cuz i rili duno how to entertain my fwenz.. =X dan aijing,huimin,laykai,candy,adrain,siti aisyah n her fwen all 1 side..warangkana,miroshini all lyke mix mix..cuz my rm cnt fit all my fwenz so dey heff to seperate..(^^)" we ate..radhiah n the her fwenz all play majong..until my bro's fwenz wana play too..wth..i tink so..aijing dat side all play wif zerzer n play 21 all dae..n chat chat too..i join dem n play wif zerzer! of course i gt mix wif the others too..

soon, it was tym to go hme..radhiah complain sayin she wana play majong bt my relatives playin..we tried to convince my relatives if my fwenz cn play..cuz im nt dat close wif dem cuz i lyke nvr seen dem b4..dey say will let us play aft dey play..bt in the end, my fwenz nvr get to play..wth..dey lie one..dey sae we play other day cuz dey play real money..i duno how to play majong so i duno wt does dat mean..dey apologise bt i juz hack care..wth lor..if dey dun wan let us play dan fine! cn juz tell us..we wait for dem lyke idiots..wtf..we understand if dey dun let us play..cn tell us earlier wt..dan my fwenz cn go hme earlier rather dan wait for dem! my fwenz sadli go hme n i apologise again..dey say it ok..wave goodbye n i join aijing dey all..wanrangkana n miroshini i tink dey go hme 1st..

ltr..late at nite..lyke at abt 10-11pm? aijing wana go hme bt i look veri pityful n lyke wana cry..cuz at 1st dey sae dey wan to stay here..dan i was SO DAMN HAPI! bt ltr dey chge their mind..dan i veri sad..we all fetch adrain hme cuz he nid to go hme..candy say she will stay if pple acc wif her..laykai n huimin oso..onli prob is aijing..her parents dun let her..AWW~ we stay at the bustop for so long..discussin..haha~ ltr..we fetch aijing go hme cuz her parents n her veri angri adi..huimin actuali canot bt duno y she chge her mind say she stayin..yeah~

we all go back my hme..i saw all my relatives go hme..we walk in n my mom wana play wif zerzer..(^&^) took so pix n help my mom clean up..dan huimin,candy,laykai n zerzer stay in my rm n chat..still tinkin if dey wana stay..its alreadi 1 sth..dan laykai n huimin call their parents..huimin i itnk actuali canot bt she dun care..she stay..haha~ next prob is laykai..she tot her mom let her bt she dun let..dan we kept tellin laykai to try to prusude her mom bt she rili rili rili canot stay..dan at abt 3.30am..her parents dun trust her so dey goin to pick her up..so left candy,huimin n zerzer stay overnite! yea~ we were veri tired so we slp straight aft dat..

we woke up at 7-8am..candy's dad fetch her n huimin hme..i wave goodbye n go back to slp cuz i was rili sleepy..woke up again n its sun..

todae..its was nice..i dun have to study..muahaha~ sum jap students cum to my sch..we had each a grp..cuz dere r lyke abt 77 jap students! we had a tour wif dem..played sum games..interact..eatin..n takin pix! at the end of the day..dey have to go back n we were all so sad..juz 1 day! n we all miss dem! we dun rili have buddy..we cn choose..so i choose a gal named..kasumi imamura..dey were all older btw..at abt 17 years old..when dey r abt to move off..all the students councilors all stand in 1 line n bow to dem..aww~ we miss dem!

altogether..i met 3 jap student in person..sakiko,ataka,kasumi imamura..i dun rili noe wt to call her..bt the sad ting is we nvr rili communicate animore..dey juz nvr msg mi..anw..im rili sleepy nw..slpt in the afternoon bt duno y im still VERI sleepy..oyasumi! (-_-) (_ _)Zzz

btw..next wk is my common test so mayb next wk i cnt update at all..so sry! GOMENASAI!
(^_~)"

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!

2008-02-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

hey everyone!!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

today kinda sux..my famili lyke no mood..make mi no mood oso..bt i nt DAT moody..(^8^)V

woke up at 10 sth..have our breakfast..took sum famili pix..went to visit my relatives..veri sad diz yr..last yr i gt ALOT of hongbao bt diz yr..little..waa~ *sniff* haha~ money face mi..

my 1st bro slp at 4am last nite cuz the chinese believe dat if the kids slp late..dan their parents will live longer..so i oso kinda tired cuz i slp at 2am last nite..i onli found out frm my fwen dat i have to slp late..haha~ im so slow..bt at 2am..i rili cnt take it anymore n doze off..........

went hme at 4 sth..my bro went to do their ting n i chat wfif my mom abt tmr..wt we gonna do..decided to go out shoppin..haha~ dan we took pix wif our doggies..veri difficult to take cuz dey wont stay still..too bad i cnt show it cuz i cnt upload it here..sry..mayb other day..

nw im in my rm updatin my bloggie..my dogz r juz wif mi bt nw dey left to eat..no wonder dey keep barkin..so bored..suckest CNY..SO MOODY! n so little hongbao..lolz..

once again...

XIN NIAN KUAI LE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

the ''money tree''

back at home so soon..no fun.. happy new year, everyone.. so many fucks.. dollies.. 3 smelly feets..guess whose feet is whose.. i'm on candid camera! aww~ 2 sleepy heads..(^^)

today is an ok day..

2008-01-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

hihi bloggie..todae i guess was ok..quite fun thou..went out wif beatrice..we met at tm MRT dere..took bus wif miro n weiv..ltr we went our seperate wayz..woo~ took MRT to i forget the name..hehe~

reach already dan go n find the damn eatin plce tri A.K.A beatrice..wana intro to mi..funali found it..it was a plce dat pple dun rili notice so its quite difficult to find it..went dere..decide to go to coffee club or the other plce dat took so long to find..i nvr take notice abt the name..hehe~ we decided to eat the plce we have been findin..went dere..order n do our werk..tri teach mi nt gd wan! no paitent de! haha~ how to becum cher??!! LOL..

anw..aft we studi..we went to eunos n c the ''cai shen''..lyke a statue of the chinese god..we read our zodiac fortune..the yr of the monkey diz yr is nt so gd..quite unlucky thou..WAA~ nt fair!!!! took alot fo pix too~~~ lala~ rest a while..actuali i wana go hme..bt tri ask mi if i wana go her huse n watch tv..i tot at hme i will be bored so i agree..

we go take a bus..60 to her huse..we get to take the veri new bus..i didnt c it b4..kinda nice..i lyke it! (^^)V reach her huse..watch fahrenhaeit MV!!!!! omg!!!! I'M FALLIN IN LUV WIF DEM ALL OVR AGAIN!!! (^3^) muackies to all of dem!!!! dan tri's mom call..sae she alreadi at eunos..so mi n tri pack up n went back to enous..met tri mom n went a lil' shoppin..i bought 3 earings..i juz luv earings..ahh~ beatrice help mi pay 2..yea~~ (^o^) dan ltr mi n tri n her mom play game..mst hit the tin cans..i onli manage to successfully hit 1! waa~ 1st round..i manage to hit one tym..2nd round..i canot throw animore..cuz tri's mom dere! make mi lyke cnt aim..haha~ jkjk! make mi nervous..dats y..tri's mom gd at aimin..so she help us win a prize..we gt a keychain..gt one piggy on the moon..tri's mom ask tri to give mi..bt i shy..so i kept askin her if she wan..dan her mom sae divide it..tri take the moon n i take the pig..haha~~

took MRT to tanah merah..wait for the damn bus for half an hr!!! WTFH~ i was rili rili rili tired so i was piss off when i have to wait..reach hme at abt 8.45..eat mac..dan watch tv n bath dan bloggie..

veri slpy nw..

eyes closin as i type..

nitez..

kailing new pup!!! AWW~~~ITS SHOO CUUUTE!!! candy's fwen doggie! kawaii!
here's REX!!!!!

kailing hamster SHOO big..its a pity..she duno how to take care!!! (^+^) my class CNY hamper..give to the old folks! hope u lyke it! (^o^) i lyke the water werkz!! bt i forgotten the name of diz plce..(!_!)" dere! the cai shen at Eunos.. side view of the cai shen! GONG XI FA CAI! lil' dragon at the side..(`.`) mi n tri's shadow..guess which ish mi.. P(^-^)P

what a fucked up day today!!!

2008-01-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

hey bloggie..its been a veri long tym since i update u..cuz u noe..sch reopen..n i heff no mood to update u..sry guys..anw..i was upset todae..bt i duno y..im so moody todae..i still dun unerstan y sum pple r so damn hapi on a mon! wtf?! guess u guys luv sch sooo much....argh~

anw..last fri..18 jan...i didnt go sch..wee~ i went for my step bro's weddin..heff sum issue wif dem so my parents were veri upset wif the couple..esp my dad..he was most upset wif his own son..cant tell..i woke up at abt 8 sth to get readi n eat breakfast n help out my mom tidy the huse..at abt 9-10am..my relatives strt cummin..dey chatted n eat..u noe..i stay in my rm n play my game as i wait for the arrival of my step-bro n his bride..dey actuali suppose to cum at 10am bt my parents wait for soo damn long..my parents were angri when dey heard dat my step-bro chge his mind cuz of his wife..which make my dad RILI RILI dissapointed..nvr keep promises! dey reach at abt 2 sth n u noe..chinese weddin so serve teas..i gt hongbao..yeah! dey left in a hurri..which make my parents even more upset..

dan my parents talk to each other abt my step-bro's attitude..its kinda a veri long stori n complicated..bt aft u hear wt happen..u will sureli be dissappointed..at abt 6 sth..my famili quickli chge into their formal dresses..took a car to ''FOUR SEASON HOTEL''..greeted by sum pple dere..dun regonise them at all..sum of my relatives came too..mi n my bros n mom went in 1st..waited until everyone came in..dey did the weddin tingy..the speech n all dat..blabla~

its long..dey juz a speech..show pix of their luv..kiss..n so on..

aft dat..we went hme..we discuss again how dissapointed we were wif my step-bro..in his speech..he didnt even mention much abt my dad..bt it was my dad hu helped him all the way! wth..so dissapointing to even mi..

reach hme n i was rili slpy cuz its alreadi 12..i quickli get readi for bed n slp..

todae was such a shitty dae..hate mon to thurs..cant waot for the damn holidays..n wt make it worse is dat tmr i gt a fucking phy test! which if i dun pass..im gonna stay back for class every wed!!!! i hate diz bloody sch..!!

wore diz at the tea ceremoni..

waited for my bro for too long!
my old self again.. wore lyke diz at the weddin dinner.. the building inside cant rili see the couple bt can roughli see them thou..

nice table kinda fire at the dinner

☠♥☾♔♀ キンバリー ♀♔♫♥☠

rejected..

surprise visit from milo & weiv..

my beloved precious...

a brand new year have arrived!

*knock knock* 'who's there?' 'THE HOLIDAYS!'

feel like partial-ing!

the destroyed past...

*snore~*

shashiburi~

drained.....

memories keep rewinding..

i think i've been cheated..

stuck between 2 choices..

really sad...

FULL~

offended..

feeling sick..

upset...and guilty...

had an awesome catching up!

happy as a lark

there's always something to spoil my mood

i fucking hate maths

finally changed my password!

I LOVE D.GRAY MAN!!

lollita-crazy!

freaking disappointed with somebody...

gonna sleep soon~

just joined skype!

hooked up on rozen maiden!

fuck animal abusers..they deserve to go to hell!

first time blogging in the morning..

tomorrow is camp-day..

short holidays are not enough..

depressing days since O level ended..

nothing much to say..

in love with anime all over again!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

7 dec WAS A BLAST!

reply to u..

a bookworm today!

holidays are here..but its not a fun one..

a reply..

if you know this is meant for u..then it is..

i'm so slacky today!

Officially 17!

R.I.P Michael Jackson

believe it or nt..bt im bloggin again..haha~

quizy time!

had a new guest in my home! Mimi!!!!!!!!!!

rise up again, my dead blog!

created a blog for myself and jovine!

went out wif vonvon!

long long tym no see!

goodbye 2008...WELCOME 2009!!!

hey..its been a loooooooooooong time!

aijing birthday today~!

went to a play today..

good week

wt a sad sad day..

quiz...

freaking bored today...

long tym..long tym..

art paper today!

a survey...thanks evon!

finally...i'm back!

sad,sad day...

school's boring!

racial harmony day everyone!

went to timezone..!

DAMN YOU, ORAL!!

presents!!

PARTY UP!

tiring!

cant wait for sat

juz turned sweet sixteen

gt my com back! yeah~

first time bowling...

im back~

once again..hey~

knock knock 'who's there?' 'THE HOLIDAYS!'

snore~